no reason to get angry now. You arenât being rolled into surgery today.â Kathleen leaned over and touched her mother on the arm. She kissed her forehead. Then she walked over to the television set and turned the plastic surgery tape back on. She had rigged it so that the opening scene was the surgeon poised above the patient with his knife. He cut into the flesh behind the ear, a long incision along the hairline and down below the ear. Blood seeped out. A nurse began to suction it.
Edwina sat up, stared at the set. She looked past me at Arthur. âTurn that off, please. Is there any coffee around here? My God, did I sleep on the sofa?â
âThe coffeeâs ready,â Kathleen said. âAnd Iâm cooking pancakes and scrambled eggs and bacon. You can forgive us and eat with us or you can disinherit us. And donât get mad at Sara. She and Arthur are getting married. Sheâs in this by mistake.â
âI donât believe this,â Edwina said. âWhereâs the phone, Kathleen? I have to call those people.â
âWe called them. We told them that you changed your mind.â
Edwina shook her head. She lifted her arms to the ceiling. She fell back on the sofa and started laughing. âOh, God,â she said. âWhat have I wrought? This is unbelievable. I have to go to the bathroom.â She stood up. âIs there a bathroom in this house?â
She left the room, barefooted, shaking her head from side to side.
âShe isnât going to disinherit us,â Cary said. âLetâs get breakfast started.â
âNext time it will be something worse.â Kathleen walked into the kitchen and got out the bacon. âNext time it will be a man.â
âWell, are you going to have her some grandchildren? Are you going to interrupt your medical school and deliver the heirs and heiresses?â
âMaybe Sara will?â They looked at me. I picked up a carton of eggs and began to break them into a bowl.
âNot anytime soon. Iâm playing tennis.â
When Edwina came back from the bathroom she had combed her hair and straightened up her clothes. It was amazing how well her hair had stood up, given the long sleep on the down sofa.
Arthur was setting the table. Edwina joined him and began to straighten the place mats and realign the silver. All the Standfields are perfectionists. Everything they do has to be just so. English genes. âIâm starving,â Edwina said. âI suppose you know Iâm going to lose a four-thousand-dollar down payment. Thereâs no way he will give my money back.â
âIâll get it back,â Kathleen said. âLeave it to me. You want jelly or honey or both? The coffeeâs ready. You want it now or with breakfast?â
âNow would be lovely. What did Arthur give me?â
âA Seconal.â Kathleen held out a cup of coffee to her mother. A beautiful cup and saucer with morning glories growing around the cup and handle. We had set the table with the prettiest china we could find. Food being cooked, sunlight coming in the window, life being led. Edwina took the cup of coffee and sat down in a chair at the table. âThatâs the first nightâs sleep Iâve had in weeks,â she said. âI donât care what happens after a night like that. I didnât even dream.â
âThen why were you doing it?â We all drew near. Moved around her.
âI donât know. I guess I thought it was my duty somehow.â
âTo not get old?â This from Cary.
âWell, not to be ugly. To go find love.â Edwina hung her head, then started laughing again. âWhat did you tell them? Oh, my God, what did you say?â
âThat you had changed your mind. That you were going home.â
âWe went to the opera,â I offered. âIt was the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen. I brought you a program and a libretto. Itâs
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