adequate housing and food. What did a baby eat? Did his son even eat real food? Dawson had no idea. Resentment for losing the past year and a half of his childâs life bubbled to the surface along with a very real fear. Thinking about his little sister, her illness, had him wondering again if his son would inherit the disease.
He glanced at the rearview.
Melanie had closed her eyes in the backseat while holding Masonâs hand, and a piece of Dawsonâs heart stirred.
Once again, he was floored at the thought he had a child.
It was a lot to digest, but nothing would stop him from getting there and accepting it. An image of him and Mason playing ball popped up in Dawsonâs head. Pride filled his chest, accompanied by a feeling he couldnât put his finger on. He recalled feeling something like this for his baby sister when sheâd been alive, but the feeling had been tucked away so deep he almost forgot it had existed.
He hadnât allowed himself to think about her in years. He guessed heâd stashed away everything that had caused him pain.
His relationship with his parents had never been the same after her death. Their mourning was so powerful, so strong that they had nothing left to give Dawson or each other.
His mother took it the hardest, staying in bed until Dawson returned from school most days for a year. Grief-stricken, she left her medical practice for almost two years before finally trying to move forward. His father put on a brave mask and went to work. Heâd bring food home, keeping the house going, but he never really smiled or laughed after that.
A few years later one of Dawsonâs friends and her little brother, Rebecca and Shane, had been abducted. Dawsonâs parents had joined in the search. It was the first thing theyâd done together since losing Bethany. With time, they became closer and more involved in Dawsonâs life again.
But in those dark years when the air had been sucked out of the house, Melanie had brought the light.
If someone had told him that Melanie would betray their history, their friendship, with one act, he wouldnât have believed it possible. She couldâve gotten away with almost anything and heâd have found a way to forgive her. But this?
Never.
Chapter Four
By the time Dawson pulled into the hotel parking lot, Melanie was asleep in the backseat. He hated to wake her, so he just stared at her for a minute. All those old feelingsâgood feelings, like nights spent outdoors looking up at the sky and warmthâcrashed with the new reality, the one where sheâd betrayed him in the worst way.
She wasnât the same person and neither was he. Her skin glowed and he figured something about motherhood had changed her. So much about her was different, especially in the way she carried herself. Her features had softened even more unless her son was threatened and then her protectiveness was written all over her stern gaze and determined stance.
On closer look, heâd noticed the dark circles under her eyes. It seemed she hadnât had a good nightâs sleep in months, and based on his limited experience with a baby, he could see how that might happen. Dawson didnât think heâd ever sleep again for worrying over his son, especially while the little guy was sick. Plus, everything about Mason seemed tiny and fragile.
The kid had a good set of lungs on him.
And Melanie seemed to think Mason was huge now. Dawson could only imagine what those first few months mustâve been like while he was even smaller.
âWhere are we?â Melanie woke as soon as Dawson cut off the engine.
âWeâre in a Dallas suburb. Figured thereâd be grocery stores nearby where we could pick up supplies for the baby.â
She shook her head and blinked her eyes. âOkay. Just give me a second.â
Dawson opened Masonâs door and waited for her to unbuckle him. Working the car seat was a lesson for