Russiaverse, but thatâs between me and Paul. And another Marguerite, a few dimensions away.
âWill be eventually,â Dad said smoothly. âYou andPaul are young, youâre healthy, obviously attracted to each otherâitâs only a matter of time. And you donât want to fall pregnant this early in life, do you?â
Mom brightened as she looked at Dad. âThough the genetic combinationâtheir various talents and potentialâthink of it, Henry. Were they to reproduce, our grandchild would be extraordinary.â
âWouldnât she? Or he?â Dad leaned back on the sofa, where they were relaxing and I was staring in disbelief. âThe two of you should have a baby together, by all means. Just not now.â
âWhoa. Slow down.â I held up my hands, like I could physically stop them from this whole line of thought. They didnât listen.
âPregnancy and child rearing would seriously interrupt your art studies, and Paulâs defense of his dissertation, at least in the immediate future,â Mom mused. I think if Iâd handed her a calendar, she would have started counting off months until the ideal conception date.
Dad took her hand. âYou know, Sophie, we could help out. Even be primary caretakers while Marguerite and Paul finished their education. We always wanted another little one around. So the kids might as well get started.â My mother beamed at him, like this was the best idea ever.
When I could speak again, I said, âYou guysâyouâreâyou two are the worst role models ever .â
âWe are, arenât we?â Momâs smile became so wicked that I finally realized theyâd been putting me onâmostly.I balled up one of Josieâs discarded T-shirts and threw it at them, which made them laugh. Much later that night, as my mother and I sat out on the back deck, she finally spoke to me more seriously. âYou know how much your father and I like Paul. Noâhow much we love him.â
I nodded. We were side by side on the wooden steps that led down into our small, nearly vertical scrap of a backyard. The light around us was provided by the strings of tropical-fish lights Josie had put up a long time ago. âThis isnât going to mess things up between everyone, is it?â
Mom put her arm around me. âMarguerite, as dear as Paul is to me, you are my daughter and always my priority. If you and Paul have problems, or break up, Iâm on your side. Even if youâre in the wrong! You know you come first.â
Which was really sweet, but not what Iâd been asking. Splitting up with Paulâthat wasnât ever going to happen. Really I was worrying about Theo.
She continued, âWe are all very much a part of each otherâs lives, and our work. To some extent that will always be true. No matter what happens between you and Paul in the future, that connection will remain.â Her fingers combed through my hair, just as curly-ratty as hers. âLifelong relationships are complicated. Itâs a great deal for a new romance to carry.â
âI know,â I said. But Iâd already realized Paul and I were meant to be. Destined, in a real, literal, provable sense. You canât fight destiny, and I didnât even want to try.)
Paul hasnât slept over at my house since we got togetherin this world. Partly thatâs because we feel hyperobserved, partly out of consideration for Theoâs feelings, but mostly because weâre taking this slow. Making sure the moment is right.
In the Russiaverse, we rushed it and then some.
That night when they discovered the risk of splintering, Dad returned to the great room just when Paul came in from the deck. As he took my hand, Paul said to my parents, âDo you want to run the numbers again?â
Mom and Dad exchanged a look before she said, âWeâve got enough for tonight. Weâll run it through at