what
happened?” It was too personal and
she knew she should be pulling
back from him out of self-
preservation—what chance did a
wolf and jaguar have at a
relationship?—but she wanted to
know everything about Rainer.
His jaw ticked once but his pale
gaze never strayed from hers. “They
were killed by vampires because
someone betrayed them.”
The way he said “someone” was
odd, but she didn’t comment. His
hand, which still rested on her
belly, flexed once. “Tell me what
happened to yours.”
She should have expected it since
she’d asked him. The only person
she’d ever told about that night was
Sabrina. “I was five so it’s all a little
fuzzy, but men broke into our
house really early one morning.”
Estrella shut her eyes, trying to
banish the images but that only
made it worse. “They must have
been shifters, or maybe vampires—
I didn’t know they even existed
until now but I guess it’s possible—
because they were so strong.” Her
voice cracked on the last word as
flashes of the blood soaked
bedroom swam in her mind.
“Look at me,” Rainer said softly.
When she opened her eyes, his
expression was soft. “You don’t
have to tell me the rest of it.”
She wanted to, though she wasn’t
quite sure why. She needed
someone else to know about that
night. That she wasn’t crazy, despite
what the cops had said. “My mom
got me to safety. She broke a
window and basically threw me
outside. Told me to run. Screamed
it at me actually.” Saying the words
out loud felt so freeing. She’d never
been able to tell her friend the rest
of this story but she was going to
tell Rainer. “My mom told me to
run and hide in the human world. I
knew I was different, I could turn
into an animal after all, but I didn’t
really comprehend what she meant.
I knew what she meant by run,
though. So I did. I shifted forms
and then ran until...I heard my
father scream. The sound was
horrific so I turned back. When I
got back to my house I looked in
the living room window and saw
my father dead on the floor.” He’d
been decapitated, but Estrella
couldn’t force herself to say the
words. “I watched as one of them
killed my mom with a long sword.
Later the cops said only my father
was dead and my mom was
missing, but I know what I saw.”
The damn memories were burned
into her brain. She didn’t care what
anyone said. Her mother hadn’t just
disappeared. Maybe her killers had
taken her body but she’d seen what
they’d done to her.
She’d run until she’d felt as if her
legs would fall off. Then she’d
shifted back to her human form
once she’d reached the heart of
Miami. A police officer had found
her wandering the streets naked and
helped her.
Rainer tunneled his hands
through her hair and pulled her so
that her face was against his chest.
He murmured soothing sounds as
he stroked her back and told her
not to cry. That’s when she realized
she was. The last time she’d cried
had been the night her parents died.
She swiped away the wetness on
her cheeks, hating the way her chest
ached and throat burned as she held
back even more tears. What she’d
just told him was definitely bad
first-date etiquette. She’d pretty
much broken every rule, but it was
hard to care. Even if she’d admitted
way too much about herself, she
was glad he knew this about her.
Finally, someone knew the truth.
And not just someone, but Rainer.
She could be herself in the
bedroom with him so she might as
well just put it all out there right
now. He’d protected her last night
and now he was comforting her.
“I’ll fucking kill them,” he
murmured so low she almost didn’t
hear him.
Startled, she pulled her head back
to look at him. “What?”
“Whoever killed your parents, I’ll
—”
She pressed a finger to his lips
and shook her head. She’d buried
her ghosts a long time ago and the
thought of him putting