thinks theyâre ill. I donât know how many times Iâve been into that house.â
âAnd now they are.â
Jean frowned. âThe boys are on the road to recovery. The eldest two will be back to school in a day or two.â
âShe wants you to do some of your magic, my dear,â Jim said.
âDonât tease me. Iâm too tired. She doesnât want magic from me.â
âSo what does she want?â
She shrugged and got to her feet. âI donât know, but itâs not a cure for her daughterâs measles.â
With Mrs Sandringham living in, the big house felt quite different. There were lights on when Jean came home, and curtains drawn. She opened the front door to different sounds and smells. The wireless on and Mrs Sandringham humming at the stove, a pot of stew bubbling. The smell of her powder. Sometimes the pungent odour of young man, and there would be Mrs Sandringham laughing and chiding in the kitchen with one of her boys.
âLook at you,â Mrs Sandringham would exclaim when Jean pushed open the kitchen door. âWell, look at you.â And sheâd cluck around Jean, her nylon housecoat bristling, chivvying a son, pulling out a chair for her, lighting the gas under the kettle for tea, slicing and buttering a chunk from the loaf, and all the while chatting of something and nothing. Jean would sit, bone-weary, and be glad of the diversion.
âYou can buy it sliced now,â Mrs Sandringham would say. âItâs off the ration. But I donât know what people see in it.â
Then sheâd take the honey from the larder and dip a teaspoon with great ceremony.
âNot too thick, Mrs S,â Jean would say, and Mrs Sandringham would tut, but scrape the honey back.
âYouâll fade away, youâre not careful,â Mrs Sandringham said that Sunday evening, the second Sunday of her moving in. âYou were a man, youâd have a wife doing things properly for you, not this halfway house.â She leaned back against the counter, arms folded, and watched Jean, who was finishing an early supper at the kitchen table. âItâs theday of rest. Your eyes are on stalks and you canât stop yawning.â
âIâm fine,â Jean said, filling her bowl full of Mrs Sandringhamâs sponge pudding with a show of enthusiasm. âHale and hearty, with the best housekeeper in the world. The measles wonât go on for ever. Another month, Iâd give it.â
Mrs Sandringham pulled a chair out from the table.
âIf you donât mind?â she said, and Jean nodded, smiling slightly at the unusual formality.
Mrs Sandringham shook her head.
âItâs too much for a woman, all this. It was different, with Dr Browning. He had a wife as well as me. Mark you, he had his run-ins with illnesses too. But itâs not the same.â
âIâm doing the same job a man would do, and Iâm not doing it badly.â
Mrs Sandringham sat up straight in her chair. She checked her hair, re-pinning it with expert fingers, then put her hands on her lap.
âCan I speak plainly to you, Dr Markham? As one to another?â
âOf course,â Jean said.
âWell, then, itâs not the point, is it? That you can do the job the same? In a war and that, then women are needed in menâs place. They do the job as well. We all of us know that, specially the women. But the warâs well over, the men are back, and thereâs no need for you to be working your fingers to the bone, out all hours, and home to a house big enough for a great pile of a family, and itâs got nothing but you and your cat. Itâs a shame, you being as you are.â
Jean looked across the table. Mrs Sandringhamâs hands had come untethered from her lap and she was rubbing at a mark on the table, the stone in her ring catching the wooden surface with a faint
cratch
sound. As Jean watched, she lifted her head