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his head; his golden hair was longer than usual as it spill ed into one of his eyes. I was struck by how much of a man he had become in such a short time. Struck by how much he looked like our father. A lump formed in my throat, my eyes burned. I wished our parents could have been here to see the strong, brave, intelligent man he had become. They would have be en so proud of him, and Abby. I shied away from thoughts of what they would think about me.
       “Anyone with eyes has seen the difference in you Bethany. Ever since he was taken, you’ve been walking around like a zombie, barely alive.” I couldn’t meet his gaze ; I became focused upon the people gathered by the tree line , waiting for me . “I hope you’re not doing this as some sort of a death wish.”
       I swallowed heavily, my hands fisted at my sides. “I’m doing this because it may be the only hope we have,” I gritted through clenched teeth. I was resentful of his words, no matter how truthful they may be. “Who knows how long it will take us to get to Boston, or if we even will make it to the city . T he doc needs those supplies as soon as possible if he’s going to help anyone . This is the best way to get them .”
       His hand was light on my arm; I finally turned my attention back to him. “I understand that, but I also feel as if you don’t plan on returning.”
       My mouth dropped. “Of course I do!” I sputtered in indignation. “You and Abby…”
       “I want you to return for you .”
       I recoiled from him, feeling as if I had been slapped. “Aiden…”
       “I want you to want to live again. Not for me or Abby, for you ,” he insisted fiercely. “He’s dead Bethany…”
       “Shut up Aiden.”
       “No , you need to realize that he is dead.”
       I glared at him; my teeth ached from clenching them so tight. “I know that Aiden,” I snarled at him. Aiden’s eyes widened in surprise, he hadn ’ t expected me to tell him that I had come to accept the fact that Cade was gone. “I know he ’ s dead, I know that he ’ s not coming back. I know that I am alone…” I broke off shaking my head. “Not alone, I didn’t mean that. I don’t know what I am anymore. ”
       “ You’re not alone Bethany. ” To my absolute horror and shame my chin began to tremble. I was struggling not to unravel, not to let free my pain and misery. Struggling to re t ain my shaken composure. They were already worried enough about me, I couldn’t turn into a sobbing mess right in front of him.
       “But I am.” I took a deep breath, regaining control of myself as I lifted my chin and met his wounded gaze. “I love you and Abby. I love Bret and Molly, and I’ve even come to like Jenna a little , but it’s not the same. Nothing will ever be the same. I will never be the same. What I felt for him…”
       My gaze drifted back toward the group waiting far more patiently than I would have been . I had never talked about my feelings for Cade, never shared them wi th anyone. I didn’t think they c ould understand the intense bond that had been forged between us in such a short time . Especially since I had been dating Bret when everything with Cade happened . I felt they would feel I was being childish, or that I felt guilty because Cade had sacrificed himself to save me (which I did), but it was so much more than all of those things. My love for Cade was the first really amazing thing I had experienced in years. It had been s o different, so true .
       “I loved him Aiden. I loved him with every ounce of my being. I loved him with a joy and wonder that I never even knew could exist.” I turned my gaze back to my brother, needing him to understand . N eeding him to see I was not a silly child harboring a fierce crush, or a wounded person with survivor’s guilt. “I knew what soul mate meant with Cade.”
       Though I knew Aiden loved me , and realized that I was far more mature than almost anybody my