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false…. Hmmm, he tasted so good. I found myself kissing him back, giving in to passion and lust, as I ran my fingers over his back slowly, taking in the access I now had to him and his body. He deepened the kiss, devouring me, with hard and determined thrusts of this tongue. His hands held my hip and my face to his body and mouth. My hand went under his shirt, feeling his abs, as he made deep guttural noises that made me dizzy with desire. It became certain to me that he had experience being with girls, and I knew it was certainly obvious that I had no experience at all, with boys. Johnathan was my first kiss, and my first crush, would he be my… ultimate first? He was on top of me, one of his legs in between my legs, and our hands roaming over each other’s body, while submerged in a heated kiss. “I want you Kathleen, in every way.” He muttered against my lips. “You do?” I moaned softly, and kissed him again, pulling him closer to my body. Whatever we were doing, I didn’t want it stop.
    “Yes, I want to kiss you… taste you, and claim you as mine . ” He muttered between kisses, and that did it. It broke the spell I was under. All the hurt, pain, and tears from the stairwell experience came rushing back, like an inferno, causing a delayed reaction. I pushed him off of me with all the force I had in me, which wasn’t much, but it was enough to move him off me. He stared wide eyed at me, as I stared back at him. My glare could have cut him. “What’s wrong?” He asked, in a perplexed voice.
    “You are what’s wrong. You’re an asshole.” I spit at him.
    “Kathleen, what’s wrong?”  He asked again, softer this time.
    “You said that to me,” I uttered, almost breaking into tears. “In the stairwell. You said those exact words to me, and I believed you.” I felt my emotions rising up, and threatening to come out of my eyes, or from my mouth, in the form of bile.
    “I remember, and I meant it Kathleen.” He anxiously muttered, while gazing at me.
    “LIAR!!!!” I screamed, and ran to his door. I needed to get away from him, he would not be permitted to see me cry. He didn’t mean it. How could he have meant it? He hadn’t said a single word to me since then, not one word, until he started dating my best friend. And after she went out of town, then now he wanted to say hello to me? Well, too late jackass. Hmmm... I like jackass. But no, I will stick with asshole, it fits him like a glove.
    “Kathleen, wait, please.” He pleaded.
    “No, leave me alone. You’re a liar, and an asshole.” He lured me here, kissed me, and catapulted me into some kind of trance where I believed his words again. There was no party. There was no one here, but us two, just like he’d planned. I took the stairs, holding onto the railing for dear life. While in my heels, with my knee being a little sore, I took each step carefully. I had finally reached the bottom of the stairs, but he caught me, and I screamed. “No, leave me alone… let me go Johnathan.” I shoved and pushed at him, finding that my patience and sanity was quickly becoming clouded with rage and humiliation.
    “No, why are you running from me?” He grabbed both of my arms, shaking me lightly, forcing me to look up at him.
    “You’re a—.” He interrupted me.
    “Asshole, I know… but why are you calling me a liar?” I whimpered, as the tears I desperately tried to hold on to, started to flow down my face, he stared at me in shock.
    “You almost kissed me…” I whispered close to him, as he held both my arms, refusing to let go. “That day, in the stairwell was supposed to be my first kiss. I was ready and willing to give that to you , Johnathan Pierce, and it didn’t happen. But the last words you’d said to me, while I was in your arms, were the words you said a minute ago. Sad part was, I believed them… I believed you .” I spit at him. “I’m sure you can figure out what happened after that day, which makes you the liar