home.
And she, Lynn, had been to Egypt, to North Africa, to Sicily. She had been under fire more than once.
Here was Lynn Home-from-the-wars, and here was Rowley Stay-at-home.
She wondered, suddenly, if he mindedâ¦.
She gave a nervous little half laugh. âThings seem sometimes a bit upside down, donât they?â
âOh, I donât know.â Rowley stared vacantly out over the countryside. âDepends.â
âRowley,â she hesitated, âdid you mind âI meanâJohnnieââ
His cold level gaze threw her back on herself.
âLetâs leave Johnnie out of it! The warâs overâand Iâve been lucky.â
âLucky, you meanââshe paused doubtfullyâânot to have had toâto go?â
âWonderful luck, donât you think so?â She didnât know quite how to take that. His voice was smooth with hard edges. He added with a smile, âBut, of course, you service girls will find it hard to settle down at home.â
She said irritably, âOh, donât be stupid, Rowley.â
(But why be irritable? Whyâunless, because his words touched a raw nerve of truth somewhere.)
âOh well,â said Rowley. âI suppose we might as well consider getting married. Unless youâve changed your mind?â
âOf course I havenât changed my mind. Why should I?â
He said vaguely:
âOne never knows.â
âYou mean you think IâmââLynn pausedââdifferent?â
âNot particularly.â
âPerhaps youâve changed your mind?â
âOh, no, Iâve not changed. Very little change down on the farm, you know.â
âAll right, then,â said Lynnâconscious, somehow, of anticlimax, âletâs get married. Whenever you like.â
âJune or thereabouts?â
âYes.â
They were silent. It was settled. In spite of herself, Lynn felt terribly depressed. Yet Rowley was Rowleyâjust as he always had been. Affectionate, unemotional, painstakingly given to understatement.
They loved each other. They had always loved each other. They had never talked about their love very muchâso why should they begin now?
They would get married in June and live at Long Willows (a nice name, she had always thought) and she would never go away again. Go away, that is to say, in the sense that the words now held for her. The excitement of gangplanks being pulled up, the racing of a shipâs screw, the thrill as an aeroplane became airborne and soared up and over the earth beneath. Watching a strange coastline take form and shape. The smell of hot dust, and paraffin, and garlicâthe clatter and gabble of foreign tongues. Strange flowers, red poinsettias rising proudly from a dusty gardenâ¦Packing, unpackingâwhere next?
All that was over. The war was over. Lynn Marchmont had come home. Home is the sailor, home from the seaâ¦But Iâm not the same Lynn who went away, she thought.
She looked up and saw Rowley watching herâ¦.
Four
A unt Kathieâs parties were always much the same. They had a rather breathless amateurish quality about them characteristic of the hostess. Dr. Cloade had an air of holding irritability in check with difficulty. He was invariably courteous to his guestsâbut they were conscious of his courtesy being an effort.
In appearance Lionel Cloade was not unlike his brother Jeremy. He was spare and grey-hairedâbut he had not the lawyerâs imperturbability. His manner was brusque and impatientâand his nervous irritability had affronted many of his patients and blinded them to his actual skill and kindliness. His real interests lay in research and his hobby was the use of medicinal herbs throughout history. He had a precise intellect and found it hard to be patient with his wifeâs vagaries.
Though Lynn and Rowley always called Mrs. Jeremy Cloade âFrances,â Mrs.