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side. That wasn’t her only fantasy. It led her to wonder what it would be like if the situation was reversed. Or what if she went to the massage parlor with Ethan? She had no idea what it was like, but she imagined her husband lying there while some sexy girl leaned over to jerk him off. Surprisingly, she did not get jealous thinking about it. If the girl was a pro, there was nothing to be jealous about. Instead, the fantasy turned her on, and as she got closer to her climax, she brought the vibrator to her clit. She always had a powerful orgasm when she thought about them fooling around with Bill, or with a massage girl. But still, while she was more open and playful with Ethan now, she just couldn't imagine sharing those dark fantasies with him. How could he ever understand?
    During that month, Kyra dressed differently, too. Ethan had noticed that change, and that she started working out again when she had her affair. He was pleased that it did not taper off when she ended things. He could see the result of her workouts, and he had to confess it made him want her more. She kept that rounder ass she’d gained after having kids, but it firmed up nicely. For that first month, it was like they were newlyweds again.
    Unfortunately routine is human nature and it was not too long before they started returning to their old habits. They were both so busy with the kids and work that the love making fell off once again. First, they went back down to once a week, and then not even that much. Date night was cancelled for a second month in a row. That time, they just went to bed early. Neither of them was to blame.
    The irony was that they were both still as horny as ever. After she went up to bed, Ethan would sit at the computer and rub one out while reading a story. It was just easier and faster to get himself off when he was so tired. And Kyra still pulled out the vibrator every morning while thinking about Ethan watching her misbehave. They were running on parallel tracks, but had to come together if things were going to truly work.
    Just a couple months after they had their talk things came to a head again when they both realized things still weren’t clicking in the bedroom. Kyra felt like she had to say something after she accidentally found out what Ethan had been doing after she went up to bed.
    Kyra was doing a web search at the family computer, looking for movie showtimes for an afternoon out with the kids. Ethan was out at the time with his oldest friend, Charlie, working on Charlie’s boat. The deal was that if Ethan helped get it in shape, they could take it out on the lake this summer. She misspelled the movie name in the web browser, and a list of odd-sounding websites popped up. She clicked on one, and a story titled "The Wife Watching Game," by someone called xleglover filled the screen.
    Quickly, she realized she was looking at a sex story. She shut the window because the kids were running around in the room, even though they couldn't read yet. It was just a gut reaction. She had always assumed that Ethan looked at some porn—didn't all men—but she had never found any in their house. She just assumed he was careful and probably covered his tracks on the computer. This time he must have missed something. Kyra was curious about what Ethan was looking at, but there just wasn't time at that moment, so she went to the movie website, but bookmarked the story for later, before he got home. She was confused. If her husband was still horny, why wasn't he coming on to her? Her insecurities cropped up again, but she pushed them aside. Making assumptions had gotten them in trouble before. It was time to focus on the kids and figure everything else out later.
    While she was at the movie with the kids, Ethan left a message saying he and Charlie were getting dinner and that he would be home later than he originally thought. Kyra was annoyed he wouldn’t be home to help get the girls to bed, but she was glad to have some