low priority right now. So few people come way out here. A few kayakers in the summer. Occasionally a hunter motors out in the late fall, or early winter. Someone whoâs willing to spend the money on gas.â
I grabbed the end of a two-by-four and it crumbled in my hand, like scrambled eggs.
âTwenty years ago youâd get a handful of people out here in the summer, and during hunting season. Not anymore. And where weâre headed from here, itâs even more remote. New territory for me. The exposed side of Bear Island. No one goes out there, but after that crossing, I think youâre ready.â
CHAPTER 8
THE NEXT day I walked south along the coastâthe salty smell settling into my noseâwith my dadâs vest slung over one shoulder. The rocky beach turned into a cliff and I had no choice but to head inland if I wanted to continue south toward the Sentinels.
I glanced back at the fallen tree with the ten-foot-long rock arrow Iâd made on top of it pointing south. And just behind it, a seven-foot-tall stick Iâd dug into the ground, piled rocks around its base, and then attached the yellow spray skirt at the top.
âDad. Youâll see the arrow, right? Youâll know what it means, right?â
But if he didnât see it, at least Iâd tried. I mean, Iâd searched to the north, and then Iâd found his vest to the south. I couldnât just wait here, hoping. I had to go and just hope he was going in the same direction. He couldâve kept swimming around this cliff and then came ashore.
But here I wasâwith or without himâstuck on this island. At home with my zombie dad Iâd felt isolated, but this was true isolation. Just me and the rocks, the trees, and the rain. No town just ten miles down the road. No school to go to five days a week where I could see people. No phone. No food. No people. No nothing.
I donât think my dad really cared if he ever saw people, but me, the main thing Iâd been looking forward to after the first week of the trip was seeing people. That, and taking a shower.
I turned, and clawed my way through the belt of alders that separated the forest from the beach. Stiff branches crisscrossed every which way. It was like working your way through a web of steel cables. But once I broke through, I was in the old growth. My dad loved that phrase. Oldgrowth. To me it sounded kind of nasty. Made me think of my fourth grade teacher, Mrs. Harper, who never clipped her fingernails. They were long and grayish. My back used to crawl, like an army of spiders were moving up my spine, every time sheâd set one of her hands on my desk.
But in the forest, old growth meant big. And green. And wet. Like you were in a giant terrarium. I recognized skunk cabbage, and the palm-shaped leaves of devilâs club springing from their thorny stems, two of my dadâs favorite plants. And blueberry bushes. But the rest of the plants, I didnât have a clue about. Maybe there were more things to eat, there had to be, but I didnât know. There was so much I didnât know.
I knew the names of the trees towering above me. Mostly Sitka spruce and Western hemlock.
Spruce have square needles and hemlock have flat ones.
And from some of the tree branches this light green-yellow, lacy stuff hung, draped like tinsel on Christmas trees. Strands of it two and three feet long.
The northernmost rainforest. The jungle of the north, thatâs what Dad called this place.
Weâd vanishedâthatâs what itâd look like. I donât even know if Dad had told anyone where we were going. He put the chain across the driveway with the no trespassing sign on it when we left. And after the four hundred mile drive to Whittier, Dad hid the truck in an abandoned boat yard to avoid paying the hundred bucks it cost to park in the lot. And instead of using the boat dockâdidnât want to pay for that eitherâwe hauled all