guest. But Iâve got to warn you, in your condition, I donât really think you should be sleeping on the sofa, and thereâs only one bed. I may be willing to give up my social life for this, but Iâm not willing to give up my bed.â
Her mind reeled as he babbled on about the comforts of his bed. He wanted them to live together? How could she possibly maintain her equilibriumâher emotional distanceâwith him living under her roof?
âNo. Absolutely not.â She shook her head, hoping she sounded very judicial, hoping her tone brooked no argument. âCohabitation has disaster written all over it.â
Either he didnât pick up on her no-one-argues-with-the-judge attitude, or he just didnât care. Because he said, just as firmly, âNo, if weâre going to do this, weâre going to do it right. If weâre legally married, but donât live together, thatâs way too suspicious. Hatcherâor someone elseâwill figure out somethingâs wrong.â
âYouâre right, of course.â She sighed with resignation. âSo what now?â
âWeâll need to have a real ceremony,â he said. It doesnât have to be in a church if you donât want it to, but weâll both have to invite some friends. Preferably friends from work, so that plenty of people will know. Weâll need a story for how we met and why weâre getting married so quickly. We can mention the baby if you want, but we donât want it to look like thatâs the only reason weâre getting married.â
âNot the only reason? You canât expect people to believe weâre actually in love.â
âThatâs exactly what I expect them to believe. For this to work, we need to make people believe it.â
Four
I n less than a week sheâd be married.
Theyâd tentatively scheduled the wedding for Friday at the courthouse. Sheâd make the appointment Monday when she went in to work. Sure, being married by a J.P. lacked romance, but in this case that wasnât a bad thing. Besides, it had the added benefit of guaranteeing that everyone she worked with would know about the wedding within hours, Hatcher and the other district judges included.
But no matter how many times she told herself this was the only solution, it did nothing to diminish the sinking feeling in her belly. Or her racing thoughts. She was getting married. To Jake Morgan of all people!
Sunday night, as she lay in bed, trying to sleep, she couldnât keep that one terrifying thought from pounding through her head.
Sheâd gone to bed early, exhausted from spending theday emptying out her spare room for Jake. Despite her protests, heâd insisted on giving up his apartment entirely, since it would look suspicious to keep it. So all of his furniture would be incorporated into her house or kept in the storage shed out back. After all her work sheâd been sure her fatigue would take over and allow her to sleep. Yet here she lay, eyes wide open, heart beating too fast, thoughts racing too quickly for sleep to settle over her.
She felt so jittery, she actually jumped when the phone rang. Alarm shot through her as she snatched the phone from its cradle.
âStew?â
âNo, itâs Jake.â His voice sounded low and lazy through the phone lines. âWere you expecting Stew to call?â
Soothed by the tone of his voice, she sank back against her pillow. âNo. But usually no one calls this late, soâ¦never mind. Itâs silly.â
âSo you assumed something was wrong with Beth?â
âYes.â You only needed one alarming late-night phone call to fear them for life, and sheâd had several. Mostly when she was young and she and Beth still lived with their mother. She didnât like that he found her so transparent, so she quickly changed the subject. âDid you need something, Jake?â
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