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has I think he likes you.”
    She rolls her eyes. “That just makes it worse. I’d sooner he just saw me as a casual fuck. He likes me, but not enough to stop putting his cock in any fucking orifice he can find.” I snort. “I tell myself I’m stupid. I keep thinking that we’d be better as friends, but then the next thing I know we’re having sex.”
    “Oh, I know all about that.” I laugh.
    She nods. “Still, you managed to pull something from the ashes.” She remarks.
    “Oh, sweetie, do not go putting Theo on a pedestal. Our situation is so far from perfect, it’s laughable.”
    “It’s romantic.” She sighs, her blue eyes going all gushy. Oh god.
    “Oh god. You did not just say that. We fucked, we split, he fucked, we got together, his one night stand came back knocked up, we split, and now it is definitely a ‘three’s a crowd’ situation. Romantic is not what I would call this.”
    “It’s just…it’s the way he looks at you.” She says dreamily. Kill me now.
    “I think I just vommed in my mouth.” I mumble into my coffee.
    She offers me a small smile and glances out the window. I love Mole, and I really want her to find her perfect man, her happily ever after, because it’s all she wants. Hugo isn’t it though. Hugo has his own issues. I don’t know what has made him that way, but his care-free attitude and fuck everything with a pulse ethos are not the behaviours of a man who is truly happy. That may sound cliché, but it takes one to know one. I just don’t want my best friend getting hurt in his bid to try and feel something more than one night, because although he may feel something, it won’t be enough.
    “At the risk of sounding like a total hypocrite, Molly, you need to get out. Get out before you get even more hurt.”
    She focuses on me. “You’re right. I know you’re right.” She nods meekly, her expression a mixture of loss and acceptance.
    “We should go out when Harry is out. The four of us will go out.” I say in an attempt to cheer her up.
    She frowns. “Well, actually Hugo said to invite everyone to his Halloween party next weekend. I assume Theo will be there.”
    I raise my eyebrows. “I thought we just agreed you needed to get out.”
    She sighs. “We can be friends can’t we?”
    “I don’t know. Can you?”
    She lets out an exasperated huff. I take her following silence as a cue to move on. “Is it fancy dress?”
    She scoffs. “Of course. It’s a Halloween party!”
    “I swear down Molly, I am not going as a slutty nurse, or a half-naked devil.”
    “Oh please, that devil costume got you more attention in one night than you get in a year.” She grins.
    “We went out in underwear Mole. The only thing we achieved was becoming the content of every spank bank for miles around.” I huff.
    “Oh to be young and wild again.” She laughs, checking her watch. “Shit, I have to go.” She says. “Sorry.”
    “It’s fine.” I wave her off as I stand up, wrapping my scarf around my neck.
    She stands and pulls on her coat. “I can’t remember the last time we hung out sober…well, when you were sober.” She laughs.
    I narrow my eyes. “Ha fucking ha.”
     
    I drop Molly off at a meeting, not far from the coffee shop. I have to swing by the flat to grab an overnight bag. I shower and change quickly whilst I’m there. I check my watch. It’s still only four o’clock. I‘m not ready to go back to Theo’s yet. I know that we’re going to have to broach what are several big fucking pink elephants. Hanging out with Molly was a welcome reprieve. A moment, where I could pretend that things are normal. But now…as I stand here in my empty flat, it all comes rushing back in again. I need just a little longer, and so I decide to just drive.
    I drive for about half an hour, until I eventually find myself parked in front of a modern looking building. The sign reads South View Rehabilitation Facility. I don’t really know why I’m here. I wasn’t