bizarre notion. âWell, for instance, I donât recognize that jersey. How old am I there? Six? Seven? I simply canât remember having a stripy jersey in those bright colours. And look at the background of this one. Whose car is that?â
Lottie peered. âI donât know. What are you trying to say?â
âIâm not sure. Itâs just this sense of disorientation I have when I look at them.â
âHave you shown them to Imogen?â
âNo. I donât like to tell her that there arenât any of her.â
âBut weâve got albums full of photos of both of you. She knows how odd Helen was at the end. I think youâre being oversensitive.â
âPerhaps.â He shuffled the photographs together and put them away.
She watched him, once more aware of the strange sensation sheâd had when heâd first arrived: of a shadow at his shoulder.
âWhat is it?â he asked sharply.
âNothing.â She looked away. âI was thinking of lots of different things. Of where Im and Jules will go at Easter. And of Nick.â
He looked relieved. âYes, of course. Itâs all a bit worrying, isnât it?â
âWhatâs worrying?â Milo came in behind him.
Matt made a little face at Lottie and slipped tactfully away.
âSara just phoned,â she said. âShe says that Nick and Alice are having a few disagreements. She makes it sound rather serious.â
His broad shoulders sagged and his bleak expression filled her with compassion. She wondered whether it was especially difficult for divorced people to comment on other peopleâs marital problems. What must Sara and Milo be feeling now; what memories must be surfacing?
âMaybe itâs just a bad patch,â she suggested diffidently. âAll marriages have them.â
âAre other people involved?â
âSara didnât say. She doesnât really know. Alice has gone off to her mother with the children for the half-term break and Nick isnât invited. Sara was expecting him to lunch. I expect heâll tell her more when he sees her.â
âWhat else did she say?â
Lottie decided to distract him from his anxiety for Nick. âShe said that she hoped you werenât going to exercise your talent for philanthropy again and offer Im and Jules a home.â
He laughed unwillingly. âOh, for Godâs sake! The womanâs obsessed. Or perhaps she has second sight.â
âI know. After our conversation about the Summer House I wondered about that too. I hung up on her.â
âGood for you. Shall we have a drink? Lunch is nearly ready. Where did Matt disappear to?â
âI think he thought he was being tactful. Iâd just told him about Nick.â
âGive him a shout.â Milo disappeared into the kitchen. âWeâll try not to worry until we know the whole story.â
CHAPTER FIVE
After lunch, Milo settled in the garden room in the little upright wicker chair that these days he found more comfortable than upholstered armchairs or sofas. He loved this sunny room, with the geraniums ranged along the windowsills, and the chair cushions still covered with the pretty faded chintz that his mother had favoured. There was a low, round oak table â whose two shelves were generally piled with books â which could be wheeled close up to his chair and, on the bench along the wall, Lottieâs nests of knitting were heaped into big wicker baskets. She often worked two or three garments concurrently so that there was always a variety of textures and colour.
The afternoon sunshine warmed Milo and he closed his eyes, taking a deep sighing breath, relaxing. He was surprised at how tense he was; after all, he wasnât an introspective kind of fellow. He wasnât one for dwelling on the future and depressing himself about what might lie ahead â a complete waste of energy in his opinion