skin.
âI shouldnât have waited. I get three months. Thatâs the rule.â
âWhat rule?â
âI wanted to say good-bye.â
âEliââ
âI was selfish. I didnât want you to go to the city. I needed you to look forward to. Iâm sorry. Iâm sorry, Gracie. The winters get so long.â
âEli, I have my phone. I can callââ
âIâm dying now, so I can tell youââ
â Youâre not dying, â Gracie shouted. âYouâre dehydrated, or you have hypothermia.â But even as she said it, she realized the water was warmer than it should be.
âIt was me that day. You were skipping stones. Youâd skinned your knee. I saw you just for a second. It was the last day of May.â His eyelids stuttered open, shut. âI shouldnât have kissed you, but I wanted to for so long. It was better than ice cream. It was better than books.â
She was crying now. âEli, please, let meââ
âItâs too late.â
âWho says? Who says? â
He gave the barest shrug. It became a shudder. âThe lake. Three months to walk the land. But always I must return to her.â
Gracieâs mind flew back to that day at the cove, the creature in the water. It was impossible.
âThere are no books, below,â he said. âNo words or language.â
No Dairy Queen. No bicycles. No music. It couldnât be.
Gracie blinked, and Eliâs form seemed to flicker, ghostly almost, part boy and part something else. She remembered Annalee tapping her hand with the pen. Some of us wear our hearts. Some of us carry them.
Gracieâs eyes scanned the beach, the tangle of brambles where the woods began. There, a dark little hump in the leaves. Sheâd never seen him without itâthat ugly purple backpackâand in that moment, she knew.
She scrambled for it, fell, righted herself, grabbed it open, and split the zipper wide. It gaped like a mouth. It was full of junk. Skee ball tickets, mini golf score cards, a pink and gold lip gloss tin. But there, at the bottom, glinting like a hidden moon â¦
She pulled it from the bag, a long, papery cape of scales that seemed to go on and on, glittering and sharp beneath her fingers, surprising in its weight. She dragged it toward Eli, trailing it behind her, stumbling through the shallows. She pulled his body close and wrapped it around him.
âHere,â she sobbed. âHere.â
âThree months,â he said. âNo more.â
âIt was only a few daysââ
âLeave Little Spindle, Gracie. Get free of this place.â
âNo,â she shouted at the lake, at no one at all. âWe can make a trade.â
Eliâs hand gripped her wrist. âStop.â
âYou can have me, too!â
âGracie, donât.â
The water lapped against her thighs with its own slow pulse, warm as blood, warm as a womb, and she knew what to do. She curled herself into the cloak of scales beside Eli, letting its edges slice into her arms, letting her own blood drip into the water.
âTake me too,â she whispered.
âToo late,â said Eli. His eyes closed. He smiled. âIt was worth it.â
Then the hand around her wrist flexed tight, retracted. Gracie watched it stretch and lengthenâa talon, razor sharp.
Eliâs eyes flew open. The smell of rain clouds reached her, then the rumble of thunder, the roar of a river unleashed. The rush of water filled her ears as Eliâs body shifted, blurred, shimmered in the fading light. He rose above her, reeling back on the muscular coils of his body, a great snake, a serpent of gleaming white scales, his head like a nodding dragon, his back split by iridescent fins that spread like wings behind him.
âEliâ¦â she tried to say, but the sound that left her mouth wasnât human.
She raised a hand to her throat, but her arms were