couldnât see much in the shadows. Hedidnât think she looked heavier or much different at all from the way he remembered her.
And damn. It was nothing short of bizarre to sit here, less than three feet from her, and wonder if she had borne his child.
He couldnât tell. Shouldnât there be something, some clue? Wouldnât she have put on weight, the way Monica did?
He frowned. Not necessarily. Not all women were like Monica. Josie could be the kind who breezed through a pregnancy, hardly showing a sign, back to her former weight shortly after delivery.
She turned to him at last, her pale, thick hair catching the light, glimmering like moonbeams. He thought about burying his face in it, about the warmth of it, the warmth of her.
âWell?â she demanded.
âJosie, weâve got to talk.â
She gave him another long, angry stare. âWell, all right. Why donât you say it, then? Whatever it is.â
He studied her face, unsure. Her behavior and everything sheâd said so far indicated that she had no clue why heâd sought her out.
But did those eyes say otherwise?
He just couldnât say with any certainty.
And he still didnât know where the hell to begin.
She let out a small, hard sound of impatience. âFlynt. I am not gonna sit here all night waiting for you to figure out what you want to say to me.â
There was probably no good place to start, so he gave up on trying to do it gracefully. He just told her, said what had happened that day, from the foursome on the ninth tee all the way to how Lena was now safe at the ranch.
By the time he finished, he was the one staring out the windshield. He didnât have to turn to know she was watching him.
He made himself face her. âLook, Lenaâs safe now, thatâs what matters. And whateverâ however âthis happened, it can all be worked out. No one has to be to blame. Do you understand?â
She only looked at him.
He said, slowly and carefully, âI want you to tell me the truth. Is Lena ours?â
Her eyes were huge and dark as she slowly shook her head.
No.
By God, she was telling him no, that Lena wasnât hersâ¦wasnât his. Wasnât theirsâ¦
She might as well have poleaxed him, popped him right between the eyes with a steel pipe.
Heâd expected her to admit it.
But she hadnât.
And now that sheâd denied it, did he believe her?
He wasnât sure. Josie Lavender was an honest woman, he knew that in his heart. And yetâ¦
She was so young. Maybe the prospect of taking care of Lena alone had been too much for her. Maybesheâd made the desperate mistake of leaving their baby for him to find and now she didnât know how to admit what sheâd done.
Those huge eyes had gone soft and deep. âOh, Flynt.â She barely mouthed the words. âIâm so sorryâ¦â
What the hell did she mean by that?
He couldnât stop himself. He leaned across the seat and grabbed her. âTell me, Josie.â He gave her a hard shake. âTell me the truth.â
âLet go of me,â she commanded in a low voice. âI mean it, Flynt. Let me go now.â
He looked down at his own hands, at his fingers digging into the smooth skin of her arms. And he hated himself.
âGod.â He released her, retreating to his own side of the cab. âIâm sorry.â He fisted a hand, hit the steering wheel with it. âItâs just⦠Itâs no good, Josie. You canât hide the truth from me forever. Iâm going to find out.â
âI gave you the truth.â She met his gaze dead-on. âI didnât get pregnant from that night we spent together. I didnât have your baby. I didnât have any baby. Ever. I donât know where that baby came from, but she is not mine.â
He felt compelled to warn her what would happen next. âIâm taking a test tomorrow. Weâll know in
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