Iâd say it was a pelican but it seemed too big, too fast. Thing is, itâs not a deity. I would have sensed that. And Iâm not even sure I did see it. Maybe just jumpy, you know?â
Scowling, Leandra looked aft at the standing islands in their wake. She saw only moonlit rock and vegetation. âYouâre sure thereâs no ship following us to Keyway? Now would be a very, very bad time to be discovered.â
âIâm sure.â
âAll right. Before you go searching for new ships, double back along our wake to make sure no oneâs following.â
He paused. âLea, you get us into trouble?â
âNo.â
âHow bad?â
âI said I didnât get us into trouble.â
âAs bad as when that mercenary elephant god turned neodemon?â
âThat was barely a skirmish.â
âWe only got out of his camp alive because his lieutenant went insane, and they still ambushed me at the shore.â
Leandra rolled her eyes. âYou recovered from the crushed pelvis the very next day.â
âSo weâre in hotter water now? How hot? As bad as the jellyfish neodemon or the mosquito goddess?â
Leandra suppressed a shudder. âWe got out of those scrapes alive,â she said, though in truth, many in their party had not. âKai, youâre fretting again. Let me do that. Weâre not in trouble now, but we will be if you donât follow your orders.â
He stared into her eyes a moment longer but turned away. âHey Peleki, take us in to Keyway Island. Iâll meet you there. You got the sharkâs lei.â He tossed the leimako to the lieutenant, who caught the shark toothed oar and nodded. âYes, Captain.â
With that, Holokai flashed a smile at Leandra and dove off the center deck and into the dark water without a splash.
As Leandra watched her old friend swim away, she held a hand over her belly. The pain from the flare was getting worse. Sometimes her disease would double her over with pain, puff up her face and joints like rising bread. Then sheâd have to take the disgusting stress hormone the hydromancers made with their aqueous runes. That would stop the human aspects of her body from attacking her textual aspects, but the drugâs other effects were horrible. She hated her body for its civil wars, her disease.
Leandra wondered again if, in one dayâs time, she might kill the human half of herself. That might count as murdering someone she loved. Perhaps the textual half of her would live on. That thought withered her smile. She would hate to become like her mother. And, anyway, to kill only the human half of herself wouldnât be possible.
Leandra turned her thoughts to other people she might have to kill. Having sent Holokai to search for those just coming into the city, she should also consider those just now coming into her affection.
âHuh,â Leandra said in surprise as she added another name to the list. âLieutenant, pass the word for Dhrun.â
Lieutenant Peleki sent the command down the ship. While she waited, Leandra considered the white half-moon and its watery reflection amid the standing islands.
When she was six years old, her father had taken her from Lorn to Ixos for the first time. Their first night in Chandralu, looking up from the Floating City, a young Leandra asked her father why all three moons had followed them across the ocean. He laughed and tried to explain about the moons being so far away that they looked the same from anywhere. She hadnât believed him.
âMy lady,â a voice said behind her.
Leandra turned to see that Dhrun had changed her manifestation; the divinity complex was now a tall, fair-skinned, athletic woman. This was the incarnation of a Cloud Culture goddess of victory. She had been known as Nika before fusing with Dhrun, a male Lotus Culture neodemon of wrestling, and his avatar Dhrunarman, the winner of last yearâs