and wait a few minutes, more like hours, actually.
Wearing what can only be described as a voluptuous cream towelling robe the man in my life finally appeared. There was a small graze on the side of his cheek, a bruise on his jaw and he was as white as the immaculate bedding, only with a greenish-grey tinge. I surveyed him closely as he registered surprise when he saw me.
âHi! Iâm off the drip,â he said, somewhat unnecessarily. âNo more honking.â
I got to my feet and went over to him. Close up, the fine grey eyes looked a little strange, which was to be expected.
âIt all went horribly wrong, didnât it?â I said, putting my arms around him.
âYes,â he replied.
âYouâve had a hell of a time.â
He hugged me tightly and then, his head on my shoulder, wept.
Good, it would help.
The room was quite large with armchairs in it, over to one of which I steered him after a couple of minutes when the worst was over. There was a jug of orange juice on a bedside cabinet and I poured some into a glass for him.
âFlushes through the system,â I said matter-of-factly, handing it over, together with a tissue.
âHowâs the new boy?â he asked when he had mostly recovered, making an heroic effort to behave normally.
âBouncing,â I told him. âJames Carrick thinks heâs just like me.â
An eyebrow quirked and I suddenly realized that a joke about the likelihood of fallen women being stored away for possible further use did not have to mean that a man was stoned out of his noddle on drugs. There was such a thing as putting a brave face on things too so I became even more confused as to his real state of mind.
âYou saw James then?â
âYes, there was a murder in the church.â
âWhat, at Hinton Littlemoor? At home ?â
I nodded. âIt happened a few hours before your parents came back from holiday.â
âWho died?â
âYou probably donât know him. A Squadron Leader Melvyn Blanche.â
âI do know him. The man was insufferably rude to me. He came round while you were in hospital after having Mark and told me we had no business to buy the rectory.â
âOn what grounds?â
âHe didnât say but I rather got the impression that heâd have gone after it himself if the place had not been sold by private treaty before it went to auction.â
âDonât tell James â you might find yourself on his list of suspects.â
Patrick actually smiled. âSo he hasnât got anyone for it yet then?â
âNo.â
âHow have Mum and Dad taken it?â
âAs they usually cope with what life throws at them; splendidly. Your fatherâs asked the bishop to hold some kind of reconsecration service.â
There did not seem to be much wrong with his recall of family matters.
âBefore the funeral presumably.â
âNo, thatâs going to be held somewhere else. Your mother told me that the womanâs making it no secret that sheâll never worship in St Michaelâs again.â There was a short silence before I added, âCan you remember what happened this morning?â
âSome of it,â Patrick answered shortly.
âDo you want to talk about it?â
âNo, Iâm trying not to think about it at all,â he retorted harshly.
I waited.
âSheâs dead, isnât she?â he then said so quietly I could hardly hear him.
âWho? â Andrea Pangborne, or whatever she was calling herself at the time? Yes, she is.â
Patrick shook his head. âNo, Leanne, her daughter.â
âThe eight-year-old?â
âYes.â
âIâm afraid she is too.â
This was all so utterly ghastly that I was feeling faint.
âAs I said to you when you rang, I went to get her. I failed.â
My ears roared. âYou mean you went to get her out ?â
He gave me a very