Greece.
I mentioned that Iâd always wanted to go on a Holy Land tour. He quickly remarked, âConsider it booked.â
Our relationship lasted a little over a year. Twice a month he came into town, weâd dine, walk the bay on warm evenings, sit before a fireplace in the lobby of the Harbour Inn where he always stayed when the weather turned cold. Heâd often surprise me with jewelryâbracelets, necklaces, broochesâand body lotions, one of my indulgences.
Then, one Thursday when Garrett was expected into town, he didnât show. By Friday morning, my mood had reached near-panic. I called Lisa, who reported sheâd not heard anything from him either. We both agreed the whole situation was puzzling.
And frightening.
I had called Garrettâs cell phone several times by then; it went to voice mail each time without so much as a ring. Later that afternoon, Lisa called with an idea.
âHe puts his stays on his business credit card. I looked it up, and he works for the Cumberland Office Supply Company.â
âCumberland?â Heâd always told me he worked for Portland Paper & Office Supply. âI thought he lived in Portland,â I said, not wishing to reveal the rest.
âWell, maybe thereâs an office in Portland.â She paused. âBesides, theyâre not so far apart that he couldnât live in Portland and work in Cumberland.â
âSo, what do you think I should do?â
âCall the office. See if something came up. Maybe heâs even in his office. How many times has he left out of SeasidePointe early to make it back to the office before closing so he could file reports?â
âThatâs true.â I chewed my lower lip. âLisa, do you really think I should? I donât want him to thinkââ
âAfter a year, Anise? Seriously? Iâd think you have every right. But . . . if youâd like, I can make the call. After all, he missed his reservation without cancellation. I can say Iâm concerned, and that will make perfect sense.â
It was a good plan and I told her so.
For the next half hour, I stayed busy in the back of the shop while Mom went over a few details up front. I forced myself not to imagine the worst. Like, he was in the hospital, deathly ill from food poisoning heâd gotten at some diner somewhere. Or, heâd been in a car accident. And he was in a coma, unable to tell anyone to call me.
Or worse, heâd decided we were not right for each other but didnât have whatever it took to come tell me . . . or even to call . . .
Over the quiet music of the radio humming through the shop, I heard Mom say, âWhatâs Lisa doing here?â
My stomach dropped along with the cluster of babyâs breath I held in my hand. Something was wrong. As though walking through seaweed, I made it to the front, watched the front door open, heard the chime of the bell. Lisa appeared with a halo of light behind her. She wore dark sunglasses, pulled them from her face, and said only one word. My name.
I fainted, sure by her expression that Garrett had been in a car accident . . . indeed, that he was dead.
5
âAnd was he?â Ross now asked from beside me in the gazebo, where Iâd told him one of my darkest secrets.
âNo,â I said. âHe wasnât. When Lisa and Mom revived me and Iâd sipped on some hot lemon water, Lisa told me the truth. Sheâd called Garrettâs office and relayed exactly what sheâd said she would. They told her there had been an unexpected death . . . in his wifeâs family.â
âHis wifeâs?â
I looked at Ross, managed to bring my eyes to his. âI had no idea. None. There was no bachelor apartment. No life without a dog or a yard or even a goldfish.â
âWhat was there?â Rossâs hand tightened on mine as his other arm wrapped around my lower