childhoodâmaybe since birthâone that made a person feel the center of his thoughts. He bantered with ease, making the ladies blush and chuckle. He had such a way with people.
Nate turned to Emily. âYou sure you still want to come the night before Thanksgiving? Youâve been having such long days this week leading into the holiday.â
âYou couldnât win without my cheerleading,â Emily insisted. âJust let me get my coat. Steph said sheâd lock up.â
After Emily hurried into the kitchen, there was an awkward pause, as if Nate and Tony didnât know what to say to Kate. Ethan just looked at his phone. Maybe it would just have to be up to her to make things easier.
âI remember when you guys used to play on the pond at the Silver Creek Ranch,â she said.
Nate and Tony exchanged an amused glance, and she was glad to see Tony think about the past in a happy way. But his expression faded to politeness when he looked at her.
Nate said, âYeah, I seem to remember you insisting you could play, too. Sprained your arm good from a simple fall.â
âYou bodied me out of the way,â she protested.
Ethan looked between them all, his expression curious. âMom, you played with the guys?â
âSure I did. After I was knocked over, your poor dad insisted on carrying me all the way to the pickup, like Iâd broken a foot.â
Tonyâs lips pressed together in a line, and she hoped he was restraining a smile rather than a frown. She remembered feeling safe and loved because of his concern. And being held in his arms always left her breathlessâat least it had in those early days. She wondered if he was thinking the same thing, because he looked away, his expression neutral. Toward the end of their marriage, she hadnât had time for many hugs, and soon Tony had stopped trying to give them. It was a little thing but something that caused her great regret. She had a lot of regrets.
She wasnât sure if their silence had grown awkward, for Nate cleared his throat and seemed almost relieved when his wife emerged from the kitchen.
âReady!â she called cheerfully. âKate, are you coming?â
She felt Tonyâs gaze on her and quickly said, âNo, no, I havenât even unpacked, and my mom is expecting me. But thanks for the invitation. Have a good time.â She turned to the stack of pie boxes, only to find Tony picking them up before she could. âYou donât have toââ
âBe right back,â he called to Nate and Ethan. âWhereâd you park, Kate?â
She almost wished Ethan had helped as wellâand that was a baffling thought. Why would she not want to be alone with her ex-husband? After wrapping her scarf back around her neck and buttoning her coat, she held the door for him. âTo the left and around the corner,â she said, catching up to walk at his side.
The snow crunched under their feet, sounding loud in the stillness of a town closing down for the night. Somewhere in the distance, Christmas music played.
âIâm sorry if that was awkward for you back there,â Kate said, her breath a mist in front of her.
Tony glanced at her from beneath the brim of his cowboy hat. âWhat are you talking about?â
âEmily seems really nice, and she doesnât realize . . .â She trailed off, but Tony said nothing. âYou know, that Nateâs your friend, and Emily doesnât know me andââ
âKate, this is your town, too.â
She nodded, glad he couldnât see her red cheeks as she unlocked the Range Rover and opened the rear door. Of course it was her town. Sheâd never been self-conscious about this kind of stuff before, so she shouldnât start now. What was wrong with her?
Tony set the tall stack of pies down, and together they rearranged them so they wouldnât be damaged. Then she pressed the button to close the