loneliness, the pointlessness of his demands and the uselessness of money to him. Why did he want it? What was it for?
âIâm making provision,â he said. âItâs nae for me. Iâm making provision for the wife and bairns.â
And he swatted so violently at the midges around his head that he almost decapitated himself with his sword â which would have solved our problems nicely if he had.
Peggy looked at me and she looked at Gemma; she looked sad, and old. She didnât look frightened at all, just ever so weary.
âWife and bairns?â she said.
âThatâs right,â Angus said. âItâs not for me. Itâs the wife and bairns.â
And then Peggy asked him a question, though Iâm sure she already knew the answer, just as I did, and Gemma maybe did too.
âAnd where are they? The wife and â the bairns?â
âTheyâre right there looking at you!â the giant said. âDo you not have the eyes to see? Thatâs Colin there, and thatâs Nancy, and thatâs Fiona herself, taking care of them.â
I was kind of afraid to look. But really, Iâd already seen. My eyes followed his raised hand and his pointing finger. And I saw â just as I knew I would â the three heaps of stones, the three little cairns, the mounds of pebbles and rocks.
âThatâs them right there,â he said. âTheyâd come over and talk, but theyâre busy. But theyâre relying, see. Theyâre relying on me to provide. Theyâll be wanting to go to school one day and get an education. Thereâs none to be had round here. City Island, see. Thatâs where theyâll be going, soon as theyâre the right age. So Iâm saving up â for books and such, and uniforms and all that. So thereâs no choice about it. You have to pay the toll.â
And instead of protesting or getting angry or feisty or sarcastic like she could be, Peggy just looked really sad, and she reached out to him and she said, âWeâd love to give something to help the children, Angus. Weâd love to do that.â
And he just looked at her, just looked, and the big, rusty claymore fell from his hands with a clatter, and Peggy took a step forward and she took his great, huge hand in hers. His hand made two of hers, easily.
âYou poor man,â she said. âYou poor man.â
And the great giant of an Angus didnât say a word; he just let Peggy hold his hand in hers, and a large tear, the size of a raindrop, rolled from his eye and down along his cheek and disappeared into his bushy red beard.
âWill you take payment in kind?â Peggy said.
âWhat kind?â he said gruffly.
âMartin,â Peggy said. âGo to the boat and fetch one of the bottles that Ben Harley gave me.â
âYou mean the private stash?â I said. âBut I thought you said it was lethal. I thought you said you should never ââ
âJust get it,â she said. âAnd stop asking questions for once.â
âBut I thought you said asking questions was good, and that when we get to City Island we have to ask nothing but questions, as if you donât ask questions you never learn, and then ââ
âAnother time, Martin. Just bring a bottle of Ben Harleyâs private stash.â
âAll right.â
âAnd hurry up too, Martin.â
âAll right, Gemma. Since when were you in charge â?â
I went to get what Peggy wanted from the boat.
âKids, eh?â I heard Angus say behind me. âBrother and sister, often arguing. Mine are the same. But they love each other underneath. Mine are the same,â he repeated. âJust the same ââ
I found one of Ben Harleyâs bottles of private stash and returned to the jetty.
âOpen it and give it to Mr Angus,â Peggy said.
I pulled the stopper out of the bottle neck. That familiar