morning.â
âSo you think he already forgot about it?â Could a kid who, just yesterday, had been as determined as Tommy Phillips give up so easily? While the boy had seemed far older, he was still just eight. A kid. Maybe since heâd only been able to e-mail and chat on the phone with Matthew the past year, and was denied any visitation, Chance had forgotten how a childâs mind worked. Would his son forget about him this easily?
Jessie nodded but spared him a glance that revealed her own doubts. âFor now.â
âDo you want me to talk to him?â he offered. Take back his promise? He wasnât sure he could do that, though, if he looked into Tommyâs hopeful, vulnerable eyes again.
Jessie must have realized that because she shook her head again. âNo, like I said, heâs fine now. Letâs just forget all about this.â
If only he couldâ¦
But he wanted to know why Jessie had listed herbabyâs father as unknown. Unless sheâd been a real wild teenager, he doubted that she didnât know her sonâs paternity. So if she knew, why would she have omitted to name Tommyâs dad? Had she been afraid of him? Was she still?
Chance had glimpsed that fear in her eyes when heâd told her what Tommy wanted from him. But she didnât act like the battered women heâd met during his years in law enforcement in Chicago. She didnât shy away from him as if afraid to be touched. In fact, sheâd reached for him back at the doctorâs office, wrapping her arm around him. To help him.
After sheâd left the exam room, the doctor and nurse had sung her praises about how she juggled her work and nursing school schedule around Tommyâs. That as hard a worker as she was, she was a better mother. So why had she refused the boy a relationship with his father? Maybe if he knew her reasons he could understand Robynâs better. Not forgiveânever forgiveâbut at least understandâ¦
He opened his mouth, but a cough smothered the questions he wanted to ask. By the time the spasm passed, sheâd pulled the car into his driveway. Even if he hadnât given his address to her for those medical records, she had probably known where he lived. He doubted there were any secrets in this town but hers.
âDo you have anyone who can check on you?â she asked.
He shook his head but couldnât quite shake off the loneliness that tugged at him. The only person heâd known in Forest Glen had died while heâd been deployed the first time. Grandma Drayton, aware of how much heâd loved the summers heâd spent with her, hadleft him this house. In the middle of a five-acre lot, the Victorian farmhouse sat back from the tree-lined road. The freshly budded leaves on the tall oaks in the yard cast shadows across the wraparound porch. Heâd fixed its worn floorboards, but he needed to replace some of the spindles in the decorative railing. The teal and purple trim clashed with the warm yellow siding. Grandma had loved her bright colors, and he couldnât quite bring himself to repaint the house. Hell, if things didnât work out the way he wanted, he might not even be able to continue living here.
âI canât stay,â she said. âIâve already left Tommy at the Johnsonsâ too long. I donât want to interfere with any of their plans for the evening.â
âI havenât asked you to stay,â he pointed out, though he was tempted to do just that. He wanted to talk to her, but while the antihistamines had reduced the swelling, his lids were heavy with drowsiness, which was probably why Dr. Malewitz had insisted on Jessie driving him home. With his senses muddled, it was safer for him if she wasnât around because he might forget everything but how beautiful she was.
Especially now as color flushed her face, darkening her pale skin to nearly the same shade as those sparse