point, Mrs. Ingram?â
âI can smell the stench of the ghetto on you almost as much as I can see the desperation that makes you pretend otherwise . . . just like me thirty years ago.â
Her words make me feel angry . . . and exposed.
âYou just need a little guidance and Iâm in the mood for a pet project.â
A pet project?
âExcuse me, Mrs. Ingram?â
She leans forward and taps my brow with a perfectly manicured finger. âDonât frown dear, it brings on wrinkles early,â she advised with a haughty tone.
I am a grown-ass woman. I have taken care of myself since I was eighteen years old and aged out of the foster care system. So why did I immediately follow her direction and quickly remove my frown?
âIâve just added your name to the list of invitees to a charity gala my husband and I are having at the Waldorf-Astoriaâs Grand Ballroom next Friday. Itâs black tie of course. Donât worry about the thousand-dollar ticket price.â She tucked her silk clutch under her arm. âIâm sure a girl like you has something appropriate to wear or knows how to get your clever little hands on something.â
She turned and walked towards the elevator as if she is on a high fashion runway.
I jump to my feet. âHow do you know I even want to go?â I ask, with a boldness I do not regret.
The door to the private elevator glides open and she steps on and then turns dramatically in the center. âPlease. Youâd gnaw off your right arm to be there. Toodles.â
The door glides close and shuts her off from my view.
I want to be that bitch and she knows it.
Chapter Six
Alizé
âH ow wrong would I be to fuck my therapist?â
That thought makes my face shape into an odd expression. Okay, so now I know this dick sabbatical is running me straight crazy. Fuck Dr. Lockeâs fifty-something-year-old ass? That was Moëtâs M.O., not mine.
Not that heâs not nice looking . . . for his age. Tall, broad shoulders, bald head, and silver goatee. Glasses that sat on . . . strong cheekbones above a nice, kissable mouthâ
I shake my head to clear it of the image of me licking Dr. Lockeâs lips as I ride him. I need some dick. Point blank.
Maybe itâs time to call it quits on the celibacy and call my exsideline ho Tyrone. Now he had a dick out of this world.
âMonica?â
I shift my eyes up from Dr. Lockeâs crotch to his face. âYes.â
He crosses his legs where he sits across from me in a leather club chair. He looks at me long and hard behind his slightly tinted glasses. He jotted something down onto the notepad he held. âWhat are you thinking?â
âThat celibacy sucks,â I answer without a bit of hesitation. After months of bi-weekly sessions, I donât have time for bullshitting.
He nods his head as he continues scribbling my business. âWas it seeing Cameron recently that brought you to that conclusion?â he asks in that calm almost monotone voice.
âI want more from Cameron than sex . . . but the more I see him around the office the more I want to tear his clothes off and . . . well, you know.â
Dr. Locke looks up at me over the rim of his glasses. âYes, I think I have the idea.â
I just shrug as I look around at his Maplewood offices. Everything about him from his voice to the décor of this place to his loafers is so . . . ordinary. âDoes anything excite you, Dr. Locke?â I ask.
He gives me another long look before he turns the page in his notepad. I grimace to think that I have so many issuesâafter months of therapyâthat one damn page ainât enough.
âWe can talk about me or delve into yet another broken relationship youâre facing.â
I frown and my brows furrow together as I nod. âItâs weird to think about facing Rah in court today. It will be the first time Iâve seen him since . . . since