Would you like me to do that? Just to be sure?”
“Oh, God…Do you have to?”
“It’s okay. Let’s check what we can, first. Any chance you’ve had an ultrasound with this pregnancy?”
“I haven’t even been to the doctor yet,” she said.
Another symptom, Mel thought. Battered women didn’t take care of themselves, or their pregnancies, out of fear.
Paige sucked on her sore bottom lip, staring at the ceiling through glassy eyes while Mel examined her. “Okay, let me help you sit up. Easy does it.” Mel listened to Paige’s heart, looked in her ears, checked her head for lumps and lacerations. “Well, Paige, you don’t appear to have broken bones. At least none that I can detect. I wouldn’t mind getting an X ray of your ribs, just to be sure, since you have some tenderness there, but with you being pregnant and all…Frankly, if it were up to me, I’d admit you to the hospital.”
“No. No hospitals. I can’t have any records of any kind….”
“I understand, but realize, this looks very scary. How heavy is the bleeding?”
“Not too bad. Less than, say, a period.”
“Okay, lie back and slide down. I’ll be as gentle as possible.”
When she was in the position, Mel pulled on her gloves and took her stool. She touched the inside of Paige’s thigh before touching her external genitalia. “I’m not going to use a speculum for this exam, Paige. Just a pelvic to estimate the size of the uterus. If you have any discomfort at all, please tell me.” She inserted two fingers, gently pressing down on her lower abdomen with the other hand. “Do you know how far along you are?”
“Just over eight weeks.”
“Okay. When we’re done here I’ll have you take a pregnancy test. If the fetus was still viable—alive—as of a day or so ago, it should come out positive, but it won’t tell us much about the past twenty-four hours, I’m afraid. I don’t have an ultrasound, but there’s one a couple of towns over that we use when necessary. But…One thing at a time. Uterus is normal for an eight-week pregnancy.” Mel made a derisive sound. “Paige, you’ve been through such a lot.” She removed her gloves and offered her hand. “Can you sit up for me, please?”
Paige sat up and Mel took her stool, looking up into her eyes. “You’re how old?”
“Twenty-nine.”
“I understand how hard it is in situations like yours to get help, but I’m wondering if you tried to call the police.”
“I’ve done that,” she said very softly. “I’ve done everything. Police, restraining orders, shelters, moving out, counseling…” Then she laughed. “Counseling,” she said. “He had the counselor in love with him in five minutes.” She took a breath. “It didn’t go too well after that.”
“I understand completely.”
“He’s going to kill me one of these days. One of these days soon.”
“Has he threatened to kill you?”
“Oh, yes.” She looked down. “Oh, yes,” she said again, softly.
“How’d you find Virgin River?” Mel asked.
“I think…I got lost. I got off the highway looking for a place to stay, to eat. And I got lost. I was going to turn around when I saw the town, the bar.”
Mel took a breath. Time for a reality check. Not only was it hard for the battery victim to make charges stick if the police weren’t called to the scene right away, half the time the victim bailed the abuser out of jail in fear for her life. And it wasn’t an idle threat—abusers did kill their victims. All the time. “Paige, I worked in emergency medicine in Los Angeles before coming up here and, unfortunately, I have some experience with situations like yours. We have to get you some help.”
“I was trying to get away,” she said with a sniff of emotion she was trying desperately to contain. “Then I got lost, Chris wasn’t feeling good, I’m so sore I could hardly drive another minute…”
“Where are you headed?” Mel asked.
Paige hung her head, shaking it,