mouth a banner that says THIS WEâLL DEFEND . Really, the Army could have borrowed the seal from my dad rather than the other way around.
On his right forearm is a copy of a famous portrait of the Sioux chief Sitting Bull in white buckskins, looking hard and sharp straight at you, a single feather rising behind his head. A ribbon beneath the portrait reads WOUNDED KNEE .
Both Rudi and Morris are eager to join the viewing, and they get up from their seats. But Dad withers them both with a quick-shot look that practically radiates heat and drops them back in their chairs like a pair of ducks shot out of the sky.
âOh,â Morris says. âPermission to stand, sir?â
âGranted,â Dad says. This is quite a party for him.
The boys rise again, only for Rudi to be shot back to earth again.
âSorry,â he says. âI thought that counted for both of us.â
âDonât think, son,â Dad says. He says it in a way that is totally different from how any of us would have said it. No joke, no teasing. He says it with warmth and sincerity and hope that Rudi will be able to take that really good advice with him into the Marines and carry it all the way right back to this table after itâs all over.
âYes, sir, I wonât,â Rudi says. âI mean, no, sir. Yes, sir.â He looks at my dad with the scared puppy-in-love eyes that normally tell me that I am his hero.
âOh, get over here, Rudi,â Dad says, breaking protocol every which way now under Rudiâs peculiar spell.
Just then my little brother, Caesar, comes bounding in and presents himself in the doorway.
âOh, what part of the induction program are we at now?â he asks mischievously.
âTattoo Worship,â Mom responds with a giggle.
âHah,â Caesar says. âAt least I havenât missed the ritual buzz-cutting ceremony. I skipped dessert over at Nickâs for that. And they were having Moon Pies.â
âRitual what ?â Beck asks. Beck really likes his hair. Itâs auburn, halfway between curly and wavy, and hangs just below his ears. He is the closest we come in this group to anything approaching hippie.
âRegulation haircuts,â Dad says, like heâs Monty Hall pulling the curtain on Letâs Make a Deal . âProfessional and free.â
I keep my hair pretty close to regulation as it is, so another sixteenth of an inch one way or another never matters much to me. Also, I knew this was coming. Nowâs the time for me to sit back and enjoy.
âWell,â Morris says extra calmly, âdonât they give us haircuts as soon as we report for duty?â
âOf course they do,â Dad says. âBut you want to make a good impression, right from the get-go. Like I did. The Army didnât even wind up giving me a haircut, after the one I gave myself.â
Yes. Himself.
âTrust me, men. A good impression goes a long, long way when you enter the service, especially in wartime. The very last thing you want to do is show up looking like hippies, let me tell you.â
Dadâs hippie-ometer is set for ultrasensitive. He has considerably less patience for them than I have, and I have none at all.
âWhoâs first up?â Dad asks.
For the second time ever I see Rudi shoot his hand up into the air.
âWell done, my boy, thatâs the spirit,â Dad says. He gets up and crisply leads a small procession out to the barbershop I know so well. That would be our back porch. Rudi is actually sort of marching, trying to stay in lockstep with my father, whose natural stride is a kind of march. Morris follows right behind, in a way that is completely descriptive of him. You canât quite tell if he is for or against what is happening, but there is a sureness to his commitment to it anyway. Itâs a sort of determined slouch in the direction of events.
Beck and I meet at the doorway at the same time, stopping to
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