couldnât see the top. The walls of the well werenât made of stone or dirt, they were made of ⦠me. I was lost deep in my own mind. Deeper even than after the shock of killing the Banshee at the edge of the Fililands. But it was safe down there. Up there was The Tree. The Tree that grew its roots into my memories and plucked out of them everything I had ever regretted and feared. I was safe down here. I had to shut down; I couldnât let him into the brain cells that contained the faces of the scores of Banshees and Brownies I had killed during the battle of the Hall of Knowledge. I wouldnât survive that. Protests, like
I had no choice
and
We were at war
, cut no mustard with the oak. I couldnât let him in there â I was safe in my well. I wasnât ever coming up. I was safe in my well I was never coming up. I was â¦
The walls of my well, the walls of my self, my refuge, started to shake. A far-off voice called my name but they would never find me. I was deep, deep in my â¦
The voice became louder but still it was tiny, tinny, miles away. I could never be harmed ⦠would never let him â¦
The walls of my sub-subconscious shook more. The voice ⦠I heard the voice. It was ⦠it was ⦠Ruby. I laughed. Youâll never find me down here, Ruby. Iâm safe. Safe from the forest of trees ⦠Iâm safe. But then I heard her scream. It was that high-pitched piercing scream that she does. The one her father calls The Migraine Scream. I forced myself to think. Where are you, Ruby? It doesnât matter I am here and I ⦠I am safe. But where are you Ruby? You were with me. I took you riding. You are alone and blind in the Forest of Duir. But Iâm safe here. But little Ruby you are not. I must ⦠safe. Safe here. Safe. No. Save. Save her. I must save her.
I reached to the walls of the well. No. I forced myself to think. Not a well â the walls of my mind. I placed my back against a corner of my brain and I climbed. I climbed. I climbed to the sound of that scream. I still couldnât see anything but the further I went, the closer the sound became. It got so loud it hurt.
I opened my eyes to see Ruby taking another big breath in preparation for another scream. I reached up to stop her but my arm was blocked by a white bed sheet. As she screamed again I freed my hand and caught her by the arm.
âRuby,â I said.
She stopped, smiled and then started hopping around. âYou see,â she almost sang, âit worked. It worked. I told you it would work.â
I was very confused. I was indoors and in a clean bed. All around me people were rushing into the room. Presumably to see what all the screaming was about. I looked to my left and saw Dad chuckling.
âDad? What happened?â
âIâve been waiting three days to ask
you
that,â he answered.
âWhy was Ruby screaming?â
âI have no idea,â he said. âShe has been waiting by your side for most of the three days that youâve been in this coma. Just a minute ago she said to me, âCan I try something?â I said yes and she started screaming.â
âAnd it worked!â Ruby said returning to my bed and bouncing her arms off the mattress. âDaddy always said my scream could wake the dead and it can. It can, it can. It can. Iâm going to tell Daddy.â And she was off.
âWhere am I?â
âYouâre in one of Fandâs healing rooms.â
âHow did I get here?â
Dad pulled up a chair. âThatâs an interesting story. Three days ago, the sergeant at arms was shocked to find a seven-year-old blind girl screaming at the Great Gates of Duir. She told him that you were in trouble and he sent a detail out to investigate. They found you curled up on the ground at the edge of the oak perimeter. Ruby says you went out there to talk to a tree â but youâre not that stupid â are