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a little... well, a little confused. And horny. Confused and horny and I really can't be doing anything about the horny! "Jesus, Oliver!" I say in exasperation. "What do you want me to say to that? Finish with Stacy? You'd dump a girl you're apparently very 'keen' on - just to do things with me for one night? You brought her to LA for god's sake, you can't just go up there and dump her before crawling into my bed for a few hours and then going back to being 'just friends'. Pardon me for saying this, Ol, but I really don't think she is the best match for you. You say you really like this other side to her so why would you jeopardise a potential life partner for one night of silliness with someone you will never end up with?"
    He puts his glass down and rests his forehead in his hands, his elbows on his knees. He shakes his head and growls. "Oh god. Clare... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said any of that. I mean it's all true but I shouldn't have put that on you - you're too sweet to have to know all that shit and I'm sorry for putting you in a position whereby you think you have done something wrong. You haven't - I have. I shouldn't have done anything with you, nor said anything to you about wanting you, while I'm with someone else."
    I nod, understandingly, but something inside me is smirking just a little bit. 'Wanting me...'. So I know he doesn't mean 'wanting me' as a long term partner, but still - just hearing him say it makes me giddy. Would it be that bad if we had one more bit of nooky considering he's already been unfaithful to her, with me, once already? Where would we go? We can't do it in the apartment with her right there... Oh, get a grip on reality. You would never in a million years have been 'the other woman' until yesterday. Don't dare go there again. Remember your morals and stick to them for goodness' sake.
    "Clare..."
    "Oliver, don't. It's okay, we'll forget this conversation, just like we will yesterday's activities. It's all a little odd because we're trying to get our friendship back to normal and we're on this amazing holiday... and your girlfriend being a bit of a... you know - it isn't really helping you want to keep it in your pants. But it's not just me, you'd want any attractive girl right now which is another reason I'd urge you to end it with Stacy. It's not right, Oliver, and you know it, don't you?" I stroke his hand a little to comfort him, he's obviously quite majorly confused right now.
    He closes his eyes and nods in defeat. "I do. It was okay until we came away and she just went way overboard with being difficult and making an issue about my friends and family, and I really can't have that. I didn't want it to come to this because she is a nice girl... when you know her properly, but she makes it so difficult for people to like her and I'm just too easy going for that shit."
    "I know you are, you always have been. So what will you do?"
    "Well, I guess I'll continue with the holiday and try to make things better and if they still haven't improved by the time we get home... I will have to finish with her. I feel really guilty even discussing this with someone else, especially someone she has such a problem with... but that problem is so unfounded and you'd always be the person I'd want to discuss personal difficulties with - you're amazing at thinking about it properly and helping me understand the situation I'm in."
    "Thank you, darling, but you know - as for the problem being unfounded, I'm not sure that's entirely true. I know she thinks I'm in love with you or whatever, and yes, okay, she's delusional there - but as for worrying that we'll end up doing something behind her back... well we did, didn't we. So her problems with me really aren't unfounded at all."
    "That's a fair comment, but she doesn't know about that. She can't have a problem with something she doesn't know happened, and she had her problem with you long before we had amazing, hot sex together at the hospital yesterday,"