theirs had never been a warm marriage. They were wed by arrangement, with no consideration of love, or even regard, but still it shocked her when his will placed herself and Robin so entirely under his familyâs control. If she married or even formed friendships without Charles and Honoriaâs approval, she would be barred from her sonâs life. Charles was given the management of her fortune, to keep her from the kind of temptations a woman rich in her own right might fall prey to.
Robertâs will insisted that his widowâs behavior must be impeccable, in keeping with the sterling reputation of the Maitland family. If there was the faintest whiff of the kind of scandalous behavior that Isobelâs mother had engaged in, Honoria would see that every respectable door in London was closed to her.
While the opinions of society mattered little to Isobel, her son was the only good thing in her life. She could not bear to lose Robin, and so she behaved as they wished her to. Mostly.
She looked at Robinâs bright face now, at the red hair that came from her side of the family, the smile and eyes that were all her motherâs. How it must rankle when Honoria looked at him.
Robin prattled on about ducks, and Isobel bit her lip, thinking of what sheâd risked for a few moments of pleasure in Blackwoodâs arms. It must never, ever, happen again, even if she had to live the rest of her life without a manâs touch.
The door opened without the courtesy of a knock. Isobel, with her back to the portal, watched as Nurseâs smile fled, and she knew who it was before even turning to look.
âGood day, Miss Kirk,â Nurse said stiffly, confirming the intruderâs identity. Isobelâs heart sank as she turned tomeet the disapproving glare of Honoriaâs paid companion.
âLady Honoria and Lord Charles sent me to tell you that they are awaiting you in the dining room, Countess. You are fifteen minutes late for luncheon.â
Jane Kirk eyed Isobel as if hoping to catch her at a greater misdeed than merely sitting on the floor of the nursery. In addition to writing Honoriaâs letters and reading to her from improving books, Jane was her ladyshipâs spy.
Janeâs eyes narrowed with speculation now, and Isobel felt her skin heat, remembering she was indeed guilty this time. She wondered if there was some telltale sign that a woman had been recently bedded, and very well bedded at that. She wanted to hide, but instead she rose as gracefully as possible and returned the companionâs glare.
âYou have stains on your gown, Countess,â Jane Kirk said coldly, and Isobel felt relief that jam was all she had noticed. âI shall inform Lady Honoria that there will be a further delay while you change your dress.â
Isobel resisted the urge to smooth her gown. Jane held the door open, expecting her to obey Honoriaâs summons immediately. Instead, she turned to hug Robin, who had gone quiet, his smile lost at Janeâs unwelcome intrusion.
Isobel kissed his cheek, and whispered in his ear. âAsk Nurse to have Cook pack up all the dry bread, and Iâll meet you at the duck pond at three oâclock.â
âI shall save my own bread from luncheon,â Robin whispered back.
âMe too,â she replied, and he smiled.
âGrowing children need their food, and ducks are dirty creatures,â said Jane with disapproval, leaning in to hear the private words between mother and son. Robinâs smile faded once more. Isobel suppressed a sharp retort. It would only get her into trouble.
âIâll see you in the park,â Isobel said, sending her son aconspiratorâs grin as she left the room, ignoring Jane Kirkâs sour expression.
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Honoria glared at Isobel as she took her seat at the table. âLuncheon is always served precisely at one oâclock, Isobel. You are more then half an hour late. It was very inconsiderate