out the people who servedâthe waiters and bellmen and hostsâand ask Laura to think about where they came from, what the lives were like for the people who were not sitting there enjoying the restaurant, but rather working in it. âYou always need to remember that there are many, many people less fortunate,â she would say. âWe all have an obligation to help those who need it.â Laura would dutifully relay all of this to her father on the evening of their return, resulting in his inevitable comment to Marmy, âMotherâs been playing Eleanor Roosevelt again.â
âAre you listening to a word Iâve been saying?â Dolly asked.
Laura jolted out of her reverie. âIâve told you, there isnât anything more to tell,â she said.
Dolly had been relentless. Sheâd spied the encounter with Box Barnes and had, from the moment theyâd left the club, wanted to know everything: every word exchanged, how heâd looked up close, smelled up close, whether his mouth was truly as kissable as it looked in pictures. Laura had elected to take a name-rank-and-serial-number approach to parsing out details. The truth was sheâd been embarrassed by the whole interlude: how heâd obviously caught her staring, but mostly how she had walked into the Stork Club feeling worldly and sophisticated and left feeling unmasked, the little girl caught prancing about in her motherâs heels and pearls.
âYouâre being very circumspect about the whole business,â Dolly was saying. Laura arched an eyebrow. âWhat? Donât look at me that way, Laura Dixon,â Dolly shot back. âIâm in secretarial school, remember? I take dictation with big vocabulary words all the time. Iâm not stupid.â
âI would never think you were stupid.â
Dolly shrugged. âJust drop it. Youâll tell me when youâre ready. You just better be ready soon.â They both giggled. âSo, how was the tour?â
âUneventful.â The tour. Still foggy from the brandy, Laura had dragged herself out of bed and gotten dressed just in time to make her nine a.m. appointment for the Barbizon orientation, once again finding Metzger behind the desk, pinched and vinegary. Did the woman ever go home? There was still no sign of the elusive Mrs. Mayhew, presumably still âoff premises,â and no explanation as to why she hadnât kept Lauraâs appointment. And so Laura and Metzger had spent the better part of an hour exploring the hotel, like Mrs. Danvers and Joan Fontaine death-marching through an all-female Manderley. Laura had received her âCourt Circular,â which listed that weekâs activities, from dramatic readings (this week, from the works of the ailing Wallace Stevens) to a backgammon tournament. The swimming pool had looked surprisingly inviting, if a tad over-chlorinatedâthe whole potted-ferned area reeked of bleachâand theyâd briefly lingered to watch an aggressive badminton match between two ponytailed girls. After the sundeck, the solarium, the recital rooms, and the dining room, theyâd finished on the mezzanine, where a latticed wooden railing overlooked the expansive lobby below.
âI noticed,â Laura had inquired of Mrs. Metzger, âlast night when I was leaving, that there were a few girls milling about here, all dressed up. Was there some special occasion?â
âThatâs the way it is every evening, most noticeably on Saturdays,â Metzger had replied, her raven-black eyes honing in on a group of girls sitting in the lobby lounge below. âRather than wait downstairs, many of the girls choose to stay up here, so they can survey their dates arriving. That way, if a gentleman doesnât appear as sheâd hoped, a girl can simply not go down at all.â Sheâd turned to Laura, her face still as inscrutable as it had been yesterday behind the desk.