required time to do its work. An after shower examination of my body in the mirror was both exciting and eye-opening because all the hair on my legs, belly, chest, and even my crotch was gone and the skin felt so much softer. Of course, when I looked at my flaccid penis without manly pubic hair it seemed more like a little boy's pee-pee than a man's, but somehow that didn't bother me too much.
After that I donned a pair of black panties and my new nude pantyhose and spent the rest of the weekend simply lounging around the house luxuriating in their feel. Of course this only fed my urge to jerk off and by Sunday night I had masturbated so much I had problems getting hard for one last spend. This feminine exploration was the most enjoyable weekend I spent in years and it put to rest any doubts I had about dressing like a woman.
Monday morning came and I felt an almost childlike excitement to return to the office to see April. There was still uncertainty in my mind about Paulo, but I felt I could give April a definite commitment to serve as her feminized slave. After I arrived I saw April arrive and she smiled at me as I sat in my office. Part of me wanted to simply go to her and tell her I was in, completely and wholeheartedly, but I wondered if I would seem too anxious to her. Despite my desire to see her, I decided to wait until about ten when I stopped my work to take a break and I ambled toward April's office.
No sooner had I stepped in front of her open entryway when her head popped up. “Well, there you are. How was your weekend?” Her voice was cheery.
"Great, I followed your advice.” I moved inside her office closer to her desk before leaning in. “I bought some hair removal cream and a pair of pantyhose . . . it was incredible.” I sighed as I thought of all my climaxes over the weekend.
No doubt April heard my sigh. “I see, so you must have given your cock a pretty thorough workout. You do realize that as my slave, you'll need my permission to climax and if you don't receive it you won't be allowed to.” She looked up at me and I could see her brown eyes were dancing with a light I'd rarely seen there, but it seemed easy to identify. April was as excited about this as I was, and she seemed to already be playing our game in earnest.
However her proclamation was somewhat alarming to me as I wasn't used to asking for permission to climax. Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm my anxiety thinking there would surely be opportunities for me to obtain relief. “Ahh, I'm not sure I get you. I mean, how could I not be able to climax?” I was no expert in BDSM practices, so I had little understanding of the ways there were to deprive a male slave of access to his penis.
"For now let's just say there are ways, very effective ways. I'm not trying to scare you off, or make you think you'll never get relief. I just want you to understand what will happen to you as my slave. The single most effective way to control a male is through his penis. I'm sure you understand why it's so effective.” April smiled and then added. “However, I'm pleased you depilated yourself, it takes another item of my checklist so from now on you will maintain your smooth appearance. Now to ascertain how good a job you've done and to provide a standard for future examinations, I'd like to feel your balls now. Do you have any problem with that?” April reached out and boldly touched the crotch of my pants.
Instantly I realized what she wanted of me; to unzip my fly so she could reach inside and feel me. Freaked out, I looked around as if this was insane. “You mean right here, now?"
"Of course, be a good boy and unzip for me, it's the easiest way. Remember, I could ask you to take your pants off completely which would be so much more embarrassing, but if you'd rather.” Compared to her alternative, I realized this was far less embarrassing.
"All right.” After checking to see there was no one at her open entryway, I reached down