lose a charm.â She folded her hands and looked very pleased with herself.
âWhat are the lessons?â The hot sun was making me woozy. Maybe she was crazy.
With a smile, she tilted her head. âYou wonât know until youâve learned it.â
She stared at me and I stared back. Then I let out my breath. âWhen are the classes?â
She shrugged. âCome when you like. School ends when youâve lost all your charms.â
I shivered, feeling the cold metal against my skin.
âGo on,â she said, shooing me with her hands. âJoin the other girls.â
I angled my body toward them, but I couldnât move. I looked over my shoulder at her. âAre you sure?â
âIf you are,â she said, with a note in her voice like one of her wind chimes.
Not one bit of this made any sense. But I lifted my foot like it had been stuck in mud for a year and walked over to the two girls.
chapter four
I SHUFFLED ALONG THE PATH, FINGERING MY CHARMS. I tried not to think of Billy rolling on the ground like a beetle on its back, laughing at me wearing a fancy gold bracelet out in the woods. If he were here, weâd be lifting rocks looking for newts and bugs. My fingers twitched to get in the dirt. To pick a few plants and examine the leaves. To look for moss and forgotten nests. Back home Billy and I had planted corn from seeds in the spring, and the stalks were two feet high by the time I left. We were having a contest to see whose would be the tallest. He and I would be busy in this woodsy garden for weeks. Daddy wouldâve loved it too. I swallowed a big lump in my throat. When I reached the two girls planting seedlings in a patch of red dirt, I faked a cough.
They stopped talking and stared at me. I waved. My bracelet jangled and I grabbed it with my other hand to quiet it.
A chubby, brown-haired girl about my age squinted at me and rubbed the back of her hand under her nose. It looked like a slug had slunk across her skin, leaving a trail of slime. âWhatâs on your face?â she asked.
I touched the red birthmark on my cheek but said nothing. The two girls checked me out as I stood there.
âWhatâs your name?â asked a black girl. She looked older than me, and her skin was the color of Mamaâs coffee after she adds her double creams. Her long legs were tucked beneath her like a grasshopper ready to pounce. Big yellow eyes stared at me from under a high Afro. Her hair could have been a dandelion with reddish-brown fuzzy seeds set to fly. Iâd never seen anyone like her, and whatever words I was going to say tumbled back down my throat.
âCanât you talk?â she asked, looking me up and down.
I swallowed hard. âItâs Chip. My nameâs Chip.â
âLike a boy?â the chubby girl asked with a snort. The snot glistened on her hand.
âItâs my daddyâs nickname for me.â
âYour daddy sure is funny.â She rubbed her nose again, leaving a streak of dirt on her face.
Words clunked along my tongue, and I tried not to spit them out. âMy daddyâs dead.â
The black girl shrugged. âSoâs my mama. I think.â
I wanted to ask how she died, but the girl turned back to her seedlings.
The chubby girl held out her hand. The one with the snot. âIâm Karen.â
I shook the tips of her fingers and sat next to her, looking around at their work. âWhat have you guys been learning?â
Karen sighed. âNot much. I still have all my charms.â She held up her bracelet. She had the same four charms dangling from her wrist.
I looked over at the black girl, but she didnât look back. âDoes she have the same charms too?â
Iâd never had a black friend. We just had one black student at our schoolâMichaelâand he moved away a few months ago. The only time I even saw any black people was when we drove into the city for the