intense, let me just say that's putting it mildly."
"Okay if you are afraid to be with him that way, shouldn't I be running away?" A nervous shudder moved through her as she thought about how much Janie knew about men and her fear of Rhett.
"Seriously Scarlett, I would trust Rhett with you more than anyone else if I'm being honest. Yes, he is intense, but after years of watching him, I know he's also one of the most perceptive Master's I've ever met. I didn't know that much about the lifestyle when we first met though, so he scared me."
"What will those ten nights be like?" a part of her was so excited that she couldn't wait to find out, another part felt like hiding under the blankets and not taking the risk.
"I think with Rhett, those ten nights will change everything you thought you knew about your sensuality and leave you longing for more."
"Well I'm guessing since I've never really thought I had a sexual side it will change everything." Laughing at herself seemed to make it easier to fight back the nervous tension of what she was about to walk into.
They finally made it home and talked well into the daylight hours about things that Scarlett had never even considered before. By the time she finally fell asleep her mind was overwhelmed with fears and anticipation. There was one certainty in her mind though, tomorrow night she was going to agree to share ten nights with Rhett.
chapter three
Lost
The next morning Scarlett and Janie slept in late and continued their talk over coffee. Some of the things Scarlett talked about really impressed her because she'd only seen the physical part of the lifestyle in the dungeon. Apparently entering into one of these relationships' involved a lot of discussion and working out details, as they'd spent the last hour going over the contract Janie had with David.
"So everything you're willing to do is written down?" That seemed coldly calculated compared to what she'd witnessed last night.
"No honey, it's more like a list of things that you are willing to try and things that you wouldn't even consider being part of. The Top, or Dom that's the one in control, he uses that as a guideline so he doesn't do something that would leave you completely unwilling to submit to him again." Taking a sip of her coffee she watched her friends face for any confusion. This was like talking to a child about sex and she was trying hard to keep a smile off her face.
"Okay but I don't really know what any of this stuff is, so how would I tell him what I don't like?" It was frustrating as hell not to have anything to base those experiences Janie had shared with her off of.
"Well you could ask me about anything on this list, but in all honestly it would be better to discuss these things with Rhett. He could explain his way of doing things, and each Dom has their own little quirks." She was really worried about Scarlett walking into this world without any normal sexual experience under her belt. "Scarlett I've got to be honest, I have to wonder if it wouldn't be better for you to experience plain sex before you thought about this."
"Janie maybe that's just the thing, I've never really been interested in just sleeping with a man, or a woman for that matter." Blushing deeply she whispered even though they were alone, "What I saw last night, well it really excited me for the first time in my life." She wondered what that said about her own mentality, and laughed.
"What?" She smiled at her friend, not really sure what was funny but still there was a fear that this was going to be too much.
"I was just thinking a psychiatrist would probably have a field day over a virgin wanting to jump straight into leather and whips."
Janie shook her head and giggled. "Well you waited so long to have sex, maybe it's just the thought of being tied up and fucked is easier than the normal fumbling around in the dark that most of us did as teenagers?"
Scarlett took a sip of her