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table, he waited for her to serve him.  “Will you eat with me?”  He asked her.
     
    “Only if you want me too.”  She stated.
     
    “I would not ask, if I didn’t want you too.”  He said simply.
     
    Grabbing a plate for herself she sat at the table with him.  Eating in silence she did not study him this time.  She knew it would be too hard.  Tears would escape from her eyes if she looked too closely at him.  Already Molly was having trouble keeping them at bay.
     
    “Molly, I need to tell you something.”  Joshua began talking.
     
    “It’s okay, I understand it was a mistake.  I get it.”  She said without looking up at him.
     
    “No, that’s not it at all.  Well, the fact is.  I’ve never been in love before.  When I first saw you open the door, my heart did a flip.  I swear.  If I could have swept you up at that second I would have.  I thought you still had a husband, and well, I’m not that kind of guy, even if he is out of commission.  When I found out that he wasn’t around, my heart got all excited again.  I reacted out of excitement when I asked you about the marriage thing, but I don’t know if it’s a good idea.”  He stopped talking and looked at her.
     
    The tears were pouring from her eyes.  He had said he loved her but also that he didn’t want to marry her.  Molly didn’t know what to think, her heart was hurting.  First she felt the excitement of knowing she was loved, but then he pulled away from her.
     
    “Molly, no, don’t cry.”  He stood up and walked around the table.  Grabbing her hand he made her stand, the Joshua sat on the chair and pulled her down into his lap.  “You don’t understand me.  I want to marry you.  I desire to marry you.  I want you to be my wife.  I can’t stand the idea of not having you.  If I marry you, it’s for real, not something just to fool people so they will buy cattle from us.  I will honor you the way a husband should treat his wife.  We will make furious love and often.  That is the part I cannot keep as first promised.  So Molly Cassidy, will you please be my wife, completely?”  He asked her.
     
    Her smile was huge.  She felt as if she couldn’t smile any bigger.  “Oh yes Joshua, Yes.  I want to be your wife in every way possible.”  She answered him.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    He kissed her hard.  Searching her mouth with his tongue.  It was urgent.  He needed to know she felt the same way he did.  There was no breaking off and apologizing this time.  This was for real as he sent her love with the tender yet urgent kisses.  Caressing her mouth with his, he was gliding his hands on her back, down to her round buttocks, and gripping them firmly.  “I know we should really wait, but can you let me make love to you?”  He asked.
     
    “You are the man, it’s your choice.”  She told him.
     
    “No it’s not going to be like that with us.  I want our love to be what we both want.  I don’t want to control you.  I want to be with you, half and half, you and me conquering the world.  Molly, I want to make love to you and have you feel the love I have for you.”  He explained.
     
    Molly knew she was in love.  This time there was no doubt about it.  “Let’s go Joshua Adams.  I want you to love me as often as you want me.  Make love to me.  Show me a real man.  A man that knows that I am a woman, a desirable woman.”
     
    Picking her up, he carried her to his room.  Kicking the door open, Joshua placed her gently on the bed.  “I want to undress you slowly, do you mind?”  He asked.
     
    She shook her head no, as he began removing her clothes.  Finally she could stand it no longer and finished the job herself.  He chuckled at her, “Impatient are we?” 
     
    “Yes.”  She removed his clothes quickly for him.  Looking at his naked body, she took in a deep breath and whistled.  He was all lean muscle and the one between his legs was stirring and