said, âI am the way and the truth.ââ That got many more amens. âNot a way and a truth. The way and the truth, the one and only way and the one and only truth.â
âHallelujah,â the chorus sang.
âSo, am I next on his list?â he asked, then pointed out to us in the congregation. âWhat about you? And you? And you?â And into the camera. If you were watching at home, he pointed at you through your TV. âAnd you?â
âWe are in a war ,â he declared. âOur enemy has no hesitation to kill. No hesitation at all. Our enemy is barbaric and violent. This is not a war between civilizations. It is the war for civilization.
âI call upon you all to uphold the faith and the gun. This is a war we must win!
âThere is no middle ground. Compromise is appeasement, and appeasement is death. Giving aid and comfort to the enemy is treason.â
He didnât point at me or call out my name. But I felt as if he was talking directly to me.
I felt as if he was talking about me.
Walking out afterward, I felt like eyes were all over me.
The criminal justice business is a small world. Anyone in it knew who Manny Goldfarb was, and he would have been hated as thoroughly as the ACLU itself, except that he made so much
money. Doing it for money made it right. I canât say exactly how or why, but that was the fact. Doing it for ideals made it suspect and twisted, subversive and evil, part of the plot against America and the War against Christianity.
A lot of them knew that Manny was defending Nazami, and quite a few would have known I was Mannyâs number one investigator, something Iâm normally proud of, as he has the hot cases and the deep pockets.
But now, it was as if Plowright had hung a scarlet A around my neck, one that stood for ACLU, for Ahmad, for apostate and atheist, friend of the Antichrist.
Jeremiah Hobson gave me one of those cold, donât-fuck-up looks that high school football coaches practice in front of the mirror. He used it a lot when he was running my squad in narcotics.
Alan clapped his hand on my shoulder. He didnât say anythingânobody actually said anything. Maybe I was being paranoid. Alanâs expression said, Good luck. Do what you gotta do.
Manny was my number one individual client, but the Christian community that connected through the Cathedral of the Third Millennium, as a group, gave me more business than he did. So I was trying to figure out how to keep everyone smiling, drop the case, and have Manny understand.
Then Leander Peale came up to me, the CO whoâd brought Nazami to us. He gave me the kind of smile a hard man with a lot of hard biker miles beneath him has. An inexpensive flipper covered the loss of three teeth on his upper right. He came up close, his idea of discretion, the tobacco smell coming off of him, ashtray sharp, and said, âYou gotta do something for that kid.â
âI gotta?â
âIf that kid kilât morân a roach, Iâll draw you milk from a bullâs tits.â
âAnd you know that?â I asked.
âCarl, I walked Cââthat was C block, not the worst, but bad enoughââseven years. Worked the hooâ dâowâââmidnight to morning, the hoot owl shift. âYou know they cry. They call you
over, hunkâ by the grate and whisper tales. Done the mainline three, and the row twoââthat was central block and death row. âHeard every line of shit, every con, hustle, prayer, conversion, the born-agains, Nation of Islam, Black Israelites . . . . Makes you a judge a character, Carl, seeing what I seen.
âThat Persia kid, he diânât do the crime, and you know he canât do the time.
âAâother thing, those Homeland Security guys, thereâs something ainât right. I donât know what, but they give me the feelinâ like some guy pissed on my leg, then tolâ