pushing it off her eyes.
And froze. Some were gaming. A few were even partially dressed, and in her brief glance she saw them writhing on couches and in chairs, performing acts that should have been foreign to her.
But sheâd lived too long in poverty, and sheâd seen those same acts and more performed in side alleys, for pay. She should have been shocked. But in truth, she was more concerned that it might be her motherâs mouth on the young gentlemanâsâ
The blindfold was pulled abruptly back over her eyes, shutting out the disturbing sights. âYouâre a very disobedient creature, arenât you?â
She dismissed the shocking image, simply because she must. âIâm here, am I not? If I were obedient I would be waiting at home for my motherâs safe return. Which, times have taught me, is unlikely.â
Rohan didnât reply to that. âIâve sent your coachman back with his pilfered coach. With luck it will be returned to the Bois dâOr before anyone knows itâs missing. I presume he ventured into such a seedy part of the city in order to increase his chances at getting away with it, but he really should have stolen one closer to home. The neighborhood of Rue du Pélican is no place for a young lady, and any coach found there would have been exceedingly uncomfortable.â
She was getting tired of this. âWhere do you think we live, my lord? Jacobs had only to walk a short way to steal from that particular inn. We live on the edge of ruin. Our lives are disastrous enough without your mockery reinforcing the misery.â There was something liberating about finally saying it out loud. She was tired of pretending that things were better than they were. That they didnât spend their days and nights cold and hungry and afraid of what might happen next. âAnd how do you suggest I get home, once I find my mother?â
âIâll arrange a carriage for her. In the meantime Iâve found St. Philippe, and he should provide us with the information we need.â
âA carriage for herâ¦? â Elinor echoed, but heâd already moved on, steering her through the noisy room. At least in this one the inhabitants were too busy with their licentious behavior to bother with catcalls.
âHow many circles of hell are there?â she demanded, breathless, as the next set of doors opened.
âNine, child. Havenât you done your reading? Iâm beginning to wonder whether this isnât all a ruse. Whether youâve come here on your own, on a trumped-up excuse.â
âWhy in heaven would I do that?â she said, mystified.
âTo ensnare a husband, perhaps? Or at least money. Youâre not pretty enough to be a whore, but perhaps you heard that the members of the Heavenly Host prize innocence before beauty.â
It shouldnât have hurt. Sheâd never had any delusions about her beauty. She was the plain oneâtoo tall, her hair too brown and straight, her nose too aquiline, her nature too outspoken. She was made for spinsterhood, and sheâd accepted it long ago. But hearing her attributes dismissed so lightly in Francis Rohanâs pitiless voice was a cruelty sheâd not expected.
âDo you get pleasure from inflicting pain, my lord?â Her voice was calm and practical, denying the hurt.
There was a momentâs silence. âOccasionally,â he said after a long moment. âThere are times when hurting and being hurt are the only way to feel anything at all.â
âPray, excuse me from my part in that game then. Iâm certain youâll find any number of people here who would enjoy being hurt by you,â she said.
âDid I hurt you? You seem so very calm and practical.â
âYou simply spoke the truth. It was, perhaps, unnecessary, but I would be a fool to let my feelings be hurt by something so insignificant.â There, she thought. That should
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