said.
âSounds about right,â Ray agreed. âSo, Vicky, youâre with Jamie, and Iâll take Andrew with me.â
R AY HAD EVERYTHING already set up and we quickly settled into the canoes. My grandmother came down tosay goodbye, and when she heard me call the Princess âVictoriaâ her mouth dropped open so wide I thought her jaw was going to hit the ground. Just for kicks I called her that a couple more times and added an âAndrew.â
We headed off to the eastâthe way Iâd figured weâd go. Ray took the lead, I followed, and the two security guys came up last. It was pretty clear pretty fast that there were really only two of us that knew what we were doing. Ray wasnât setting any speed records, and it was easy for me to stay right with him. Albert and Nigel struggled to keep up. They both looked like they were plenty strong, but neither really had much technique going for them.
From my perch at the stern of the canoe the biggest part of my view was the back of the Princess. She was working very hard, digging in the paddle and trying to hold up her end. It looked like she knew the way she was supposed to paddle but wasnât very good at doing what she was supposed to do. We moved along with almost no conversation. It would have been nice to talk a little. On her part, most of her breath was going toward working the paddle. For me, I just didnât know what to say. I didnât know that many girls, and I really didnât know that many girls my age. Especially ones who werenât related to me. Besides, what do you talk to a princess about? Should I ask what TV shows she watched or how she liked schoolâdid she even go to school? Probably she just did princess things. Things like going to fancy parties, or riding around in carriages, or having people do her hair, or maybe having tea, or playing polo. Polo looked like it might be fun. Not that Iâd ever been on a horse, but Iâd seen them a couple of times.
âYou are very lucky,â she said, turning around.
I felt embarrassed because Iâd been looking right at her when she turned. But where else was I supposed to be looking?
âLucky?â
âYou get to live up here all the time.â
âI guess thatâs lucky.â
âIt is. To have so much space and so few people would be such a joyous circumstance.â
âUm ⦠sure.â She sure did talk funny. It wasnât just the accent, but the strange way she put words togetherâ joyous circumstance âwhat the heck did she mean by that? Was she trying to sound fun, or cool, or good, or what?
âMy father recalls his trip here as one of the very best times of his life,â she continued. âGetting away from everything and everybody and all the expectations and responsibilities.â
âResponsibilities?â I asked.
âHundreds and hundreds of them. Our time is so scheduled that we hardly have a moment for ourselves. It isnât like I spend all my time going to parties and playing polo.â
For a split second I was taken aback. Thank goodness I hadnât said any of the things Iâd been thinking.
âAnd at every event I must meet with people. Sometimes literally hundreds of people. And even if I am not directly meeting with these individuals, there are still hundreds or even thousands of people who are constantly observing me. At times I feel like I am some sort of exhibit at the zoo.â
âThat would be different,â I said.
âIt would be different for me to be in a position where my every comment, sneeze and gesture were not seen, photographed, interpreted and then written up in newspapers around the globe! Do you have any idea how unsettling that becomes? Iâm constantly being observed. Do you have any idea what that feels like?â
âSort of.â
âYou do?â
âNot the written-about or taking-pictures part, but I understand