donât say out loud?â
âCowboy, if you knew what I was really thinking, you wouldnât have let me anywhere near your bed.â
He glanced over his shoulder and gave her a wary look.
She grinned. âIâm just pullinâ your leg.â
He settled his head down on the pillow and closed his eyes.
âAnd the answer to your question is no. I pretty much say whateverâs on my mind. A lot of people donât appreciate that. They say itâs not ladylike.â
âDoes that bother you?â
âNot really. I was born this way. If people donât like it, tough. Iâm not out to impress anyone.â She smoothed her hands over his skin. âWhat are all these marks on your back from?â
âBurn scars. I was a little too close to a building when it exploded.â
âNo kidding. And what about this one on your shoulder?â she asked, skimming her fingertips over it.
âBullet wound.â
âIt looks recent.â
âIt was.â
âSome covert mission you canât talk about, Iâm assuming.â
âYep.â He was fighting to stay awake, but he could feel himself beginning to fade, feel sleep overwhelming him. What the woman could do with her hands. He felt as if he were melting into the mattress.
She worked her hands lower, where he was the most sore.
âHmm, feels good,â he mumbled. So relaxed.
Nita dug her thumbs into the knots in his lower back. She was sure his backside was aching pretty good, too,and wondered what his reaction would be if she touched him there. She sure wouldnât mind. He had a body that wouldnât quitâwide shoulders and arms the size of tree trunks. A thick, muscular chest that tapered down into a firm torso and slim hips. And she could just imagine the equipment he was packing under those jeans.
Even though he was now technically her employee, she wasnât immune to all that strapping muscle and tanned skin. Not that a man being her employee had ever stopped her before. In fact, that made it all the more exciting. The stolen moments in the stable when no one was around. A quick roll in the field at sunset. Nights on a blanket under the stars after everyone else had gone to bed.
A little shiver of excitement passed through her when she thought of taking a tumble with Connor.
Those relationshipsâif you could even call them relationshipsâwere always brief and uncomplicated. That was all men seemed to want from her, which worked out just fine since sheâd never wanted to get married. She didnât even want to settle down. Not that she wouldnât enjoy the companionship. She might have thought about kids someday way in the future, someone to take over the farm someday. But in her mind, to have kids you ought to be married, and marriage meant compromise, losing your identity. She wasnât going to do that for anyone. Not after knowing what it had done to her momma.
Katherine had been from a wealthy Dallas familyâa city girl. But when sheâd met Will Windcroft sheâd fallen desperately in love with him. Sheâd married him after only three months of courting and left the excitement of the big city for a simpler life on the horse-breeding farm. According to what Nita had been told, as happy as they appeared on the outside, deep down her momma missed her life in Dallas and never quite adjusted to the harsh conditions of the farm. But she knew Rose and Nita were happy there, and she loved Will too much to leave him. Not one to cause a fuss, sheâd never told her husband how she felt, and tried to keep up the facade of the happy wife.
Nita sometimes wondered if the cancer had only been a symptom, and what her momma really died of was a broken heart. She would probably never know. What information she did have came from her sister and her motherâs old friends. Her daddy, all these years later, still wouldnât talk about it. She knew there