didnât like where this was going.
âAnd what do you think?â Kia asked.
âI donât know⦠I hadnât really thought about it and â â
âNick⦠Kia?â my fatherâs voice came echoing up the stairwell.
âWeâre up here!â I yelled back.
âHurry up!â he called out. âEverybody else is waiting by the door to the reception hall. Iâll wait for you down here at the bottom!â
âWe have to go, Kia,â I said.
âOkay,â she agreed.
We started down the stairs. I led and looked back over my shoulder. Kia kept one hand on the railing as she carefully, and slowly, moved down the stairs. It looked like walking was a real effort, and she was very deliberate as she placed a foot on each step.
âI donât know why my mother packed these things,â Kia said.
âYou didnât know sheâd put those things in the bag?â I asked.
She shook her head. âShe always packs my bag â correction. She always
used
to pack my bag.â
âBut you knew we had to have dressy clothes,â I said, âso what did you think she was going to pack for you?â
âDressy clothes doesnât mean a dress, you know. The first time I ever saw this dress is when I opened up my bag. She must have gone out special to get it. Why would she do something like that?â
I had a few ideas. Kiaâs mother was pretty cool about Kia being in basketball, but Iâd once overheard her telling my mother that sometimes she wished that Kia did more âgirlâ things. Iâd nevertold anybody, even Kia â
especially
Kia â about what Iâd heard.
Besides, as far as I was concerned, âgirlâ things were anything a girl wanted to do. This wasnât like the olden days when boys played sports and the only thing girls played was dolls. Of course, the same was true for boys. If a boy wanted to take up dancing that was all right with me. Not that Iâd ever admit it to anybody, but I would love to bust a move the way those guys in rock videos do.
âI feel like such a
girl
in this get-up,â Kia said.
âKia, Iâd hoped youâd noticed before this, but you
are
a girl.â
âI know Iâm a girl, but Iâm not a
girl
.â
âDo you want to run that one by me again?â I asked.
âWhat donât you understand? I know Iâm a girl, like female, but that doesnât mean I have to be a
girl
.â
âGee, thanks for explaining that so clearly,â I snapped.
âSometimes youâre so dense,â she said, and let out a big sigh. âItâs simple. Iâm female, but Iâm not like those stupid girls â you know the ones in our class â who wear dresses, and read stupid fashion magazines and wear nail polish and act so⦠soâ¦
girly
. Canât you just picture Mandior Amy in this dress?â
I actually could picture them wearing Kiaâs dress because those two almost always wore dresses to school.
âSo do you understand now?â Kia questioned.
âI think I get the idea,â I admitted.
âWhat took you two so long?â my father asked as we hit the bottom of the stairwell.
âYou wanna try to walk in these things?â Kia questioned.
âI still think you look lovely. You should think about dressing like that more often,â my father suggested.
Kia glared at him with a look that could have melted metal, but she kept her mouth shut. She took a couple of steps and tripped, my father grabbing onto her as she started to tumble toward the floor.
âGotcha!â my father called out as he made the catch.
âStupid shoes!â Kia muttered.
âYou just have to get used to them. Your mother wears heels, doesnât she?â my father asked.
âAll the time.â
âHavenât you ever tried them on?â my father asked.
âI donât