recruiting some other people with practical experience, but theyâll mostly be needed when the camp is up and running. Iâm planning to go also, but I canât be there in the beginning.â
âThatâs all?â
âFor the moment, yes. But like I said, once the camp gets going weâll increase the staff. At this stage itâs really a pilot program. Thatâs why, if youâre serious, someone like you would be so valuable. You could tell us what weâll need for the other camps. Iâm hoping this will be the first of many.â
âHow old is your organization?â I asked. âDid you start it after the earthquake?â
âYes,â he said. âIt was something I wanted to do for a long time. But the earthquake made it a necessity.â
âA necessity?â
He smiled, thinly.
âYes,â he said. âA necessity. If youâd seen what I have youâd understand what I mean.â
I nodded.
âSo,â I said. âWhat did you do before this? You must have had another career.â
âFor a long time I was a mountaineer,â he said. âA climber. Iâve given that up now.â
âWhy?â
âI had an experience in the mountains that made me realize I was on the wrong path.â
I took a bite of salad.
âAre you going to tell me what it was?â I asked, after a moment.
I knew it was the question heâd been waiting for. But he took his time nonetheless, finishing his glass of wine, pouring himself another.
âDo you know what it means for a climber to climb an eight-thousand-meter peak?â he asked.
âI think so,â I said.
âIt means youâre among the best in the world. Only a few thousand people have done it.â
I waited.
âWe were a small expedition,â he continued. âWe were climbing alpine style. That means fast and light, with minimal equipment. But my partner couldnât go on summit day. Heâd twisted his knee. It was so swollen he could hardly bend it.â
He took a swallow of wine.
âSo I went for the summit on my own. I was stupid back then. We werenât the only expedition on the mountain. There were other climbers going for the summit that morning, and I thought they could help if anything happened. I convinced myself it was safe to go, even though it wasnât. Iâd sold almost everything I had to get there.â
As he spoke, I realized that the pace of his speech had increased, and again I got a glimpse of how heâd been in the lecture hallâa glint in his eye, incantation in his voice.
âThe weather was good,â he said. âIt wasnât that cold. But there was a lot of fresh snow. So I waited for the other group to leave, and then I followed their tracks. They were an hour or so ahead of me. They broke the trail. I followed their route. They put in protection, and I used it. I couldnât have done it otherwise.â
He shook his head, as if marveling at his younger self.
âI made good time because theyâd done the work. It was a perfectly clear day, and there was very little wind. I could see for hundreds of miles. There arenât any other peaks around that mountain. I could see fields, I could see valleys. I felt as if I could see the entire world. I was alone. It was beautiful. All I couldhear was my own breathing and my own footsteps in the snow. I was scared, also. I felt as though death was all around me.â
He smiled.
âI was at almost eight thousand meters by myself. Not many people can say that.â
âWhat mountain was it?â I asked.
âThat doesnât matter,â he replied. âItâs not important.â
I looked at him, puzzled.
âDid you catch up to the other group?â
âThatâs the point of the story,â he said. âI was on a ridge just below the final snowfield to the summit. I was about four hundred meters below