Whoâs there?â
I was trying to pull some kind of semi-coherent lie together, but my mind wasnât turning over fast enough.
âWhoâs there?â she asked again. âWho is it?â
âMy name is Ann. IâIâm a friend of Sigâs.â
âWhere is he? Whereâs he been?â
There were freckles across the bridge of her nose. She became prettier the longer you looked at her. In fact she looked a little like Sig.
âListen, Inge, I need to talk to you.â
The dog at her feet seemed to look up expectantly at me. He was massive and sad-looking, and when he got to his feet it was as if they hurt him.
âI need to talk to you alone. Can we go someplace private?â I asked.
She snorted, as if Iâd said something funny. Maybe the whole world is private if youâre blind.
âI live close,â she said. Inge packed up quickly and then leaned down to give a gentle tug on the dogâs kerchief. âLetâs go home, Bruno. Good boy.â
With every step, Bruno threatened to get himself tangled up in her legsâalmost tripping herâbut she walked on nimbly.
I followed her wordlessly through the streets, too embarrassed to offer my arm at the crosswalk. The sax was plainly not this girlâs calling. I wondered if she could sing, wondered if she had some kind of crazed Ray Charles fantasy workingâhey, Iâm soulful, Iâm hip, Iâm blind. Or maybe it was Sig who had that particular fantasy. Perhaps that had been part of his attraction to her. I flashed pruriently on the two of them making love, her willowy body moving under him, breath clogging, eyes staring at nothing. Well, maybe not at nothing; how did I know what she saw?
She lived in a brownstone between Sixth and Broadway. On the ground floor was a wholesale florist. We walked up a flight and then straight back to a plain, big, square of a room at the end of a hallway. Little furniture except a bed and chair and a plush little mattress for Bruno.
Inge kicked out of her high boots and lit a Newport 100.
âYouâre going to tell me bad news,â she announced. âYouâre here to tell me something has happened to Sig.â
The dog watched me carefully, seeming to wait for my reply before he settled his weight down onto the floorboards.
I gave up on the elaborate story Iâd been working on. And merely said, âHeâs dead, Inge.â
She moaned once and then fell silent. She smoked furiously for a minute.
âI knew it,â she said by and by. âI knew it. The minute I heard your voice on the street. What happened?â
âHe was murdered. It wasâI mean, it looks as if it was a robbery gone wrong.â
I waited for her tearsâor something. But noâshe went on puffing, biting into her bottom lip every now and then.
In a minute, she held the pack out to me. I took one gratefully, continuing to watch her face.
âWhat will you do?â I said after a few minutes.
âNothing. I donât know. I didnât know him that long.â
âDid you love him?â
She laughed abruptly. Then I saw the tears in the corners of her eyes.
âInge, I feel terrible about what happened. Sig was in my ⦠neighborhood when it happened. I just know heâd want me to come and tell you about it. And to helpâhelp you out in any way I could.â
She sat down then. âWhat did you say your name was?â she said wearily. âAngela?â
âAnn.â
âUm. So Sig told you about me?â
âThatâs right. The last time we met, he did.â
âI donât remember Sig talking about you. You a musician too?â
âYes.â
âWhat?â
âI blow tenor. Not too good, though. Sig was helping me.â
âCan I make you a cup of coffee?â
âWhy donât you just rest. Iâll get it,â I said. âJust tell me where things