crawl and really liked being independent.
She bent over to set him down, and he immediately toddled over to Cam. He held on to Camâs leg and looked up at him.
Cam ruffled her sonâs hair. âI donât know if it isbecause the last baby I was this close to was Nate, but he reminds me a little of my brother.â
Becca felt as if her heart was going to beat right out of her chest. This would be the perfect moment to tell him why. âWell, itâs funny you should say thatââ
But his phone started ringing, and he pulled the BlackBerry out of his pocket. He glanced at the screen and then back at her.
âI have to take this. Do you mind?â
She shook her head and walked over to scoop up her son. She felt odd. Sheâd almost told him the most important bit of news he could hope to get and then businessâworkâhad interrupted. Maybe that was a sign, she thought.
âIâll go get changed and be back in a minute,â she said, walking away.
She had to remind herself that when sheâd considered calling Cam and telling him that they were going to have a child, sheâd decided not to because he just didnât seem like the type of man to want a family.
Their relationship had just been something to get them through the hot Miami nights. She knew that she was partially to blame for that. On some level, it had been exactly what sheâd needed from him during that time. He hadnât been ready for anything else, and she knew that because sheâd bared her soul to him and heâd told her to hit the road.
There were moments when she still wasnât sure she believed she was a mom. She still didnât believe that her life had taken this unexpected turn and she was where she was today.
But she did want a new start. A part of her did want a partner to share the rest of her life with. And she and Cam did have sexual chemistry in their favor. One thing that Becca had figured out about herself over the last two years was that she missed sex and having a man in her life.
She entered her bedroom and set Ty on the floor while she quickly changed into some nice caramel-colored trousers and a light blue sweater. She put her hair up in a chignon after she washed her face and applied her makeup. Looking in the mirror, she thought she seemed normal enough, but inside she was a mess.
She sat down in the large padded armchair in the corner of her room. It had been her motherâs, and sitting there often made Becca feel closer to her.
âWhat am I going to do?â she asked out loud.
âMama?â
She glanced over at Ty, who was walking slowly toward her, then decided crawling would be faster and dropped to all fours. âYes, baby?â
âWhere man go?â
She bent over and picked him up, holding him on her lap. âHeâs still out there making us breakfast.â
Becca tried to talk in full sentences to Ty even though she wasnât sure he always understood things. She kissed his soft forehead and felt such joy, love and comfort just from holding him. She didnât want to do anything to jeopardize that.
Her own mother had kept her fatherâs identity from Becca until Becca was eleven. But her father hadnâtbeen a very successful man, and it hadnât been easy for Becca to locate him. In fact, sheâd searched more than once for him but never found a trace.
And that had left an emptiness inside of her. Something no amount of soul-searching or club-joining could fill.
There had been other kids of divorced parents at her school, but sheâd been the only one who hadnât known her father. Heck, she never even knew his real name.
She didnât want that for Ty. Not when she had an opportunity to give him a fatherâhis real father. Sheâd have to do it, she thought.
She stood up and walked out the door with a purpose. Cam Stern was going to learn the truth about Ty today, and then sheâd deal with
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