them from here. Unfair. He was dressed in a tight khaki T-shirt and low-slung faded jeans, with a tool belt hanging off his hips. And that was unfair, too. Because he was beautiful and he affected her like no one else ever had. It had always been that way for her, and it wasnât fair that despite everything that had happened between them, she still couldnât drag her eyes away.
She hadnât been able to stop thinking about him since heâd stepped out of that shed the other day. Which was also unfair, since sheâd devoted years of effort to forgetting him. Obviously it hadnât worked. Maybe her old desire for him had been lingering this entire time like some kind of cancer, deep in her cells. Now that he was back, it was spreading through her system, and there didnât seem to be much she could do to stop it. But she couldnât let it get the better of her. She had to be strong today.
If Wade was surprised to see her, he didnât let on, just glanced up as her truck bumped down his driveway and shoved a pair of safety glasses up onto his head.
Maybe she was a coward, afraid of the emotions Wade drew out of her, but she was glad sheâd brought Jim along. Her ranch foreman had known her since she was a kid. She was far more likely to behave well with him looking on.
âHe needs to grade this road,â Jim complained. âMy old bones canât take this kind of jostle.â
Lori forced herself to stop noticing the way Wadeâs chest muscles moved when he reached up to wipe sweat from his forehead. âThat might have more to do with the state of the shocks on this old truck.â
âOr the state of my shocks,â Jim said with a grin. âIâm telling you, I may just heed your fatherâs example and get myself a little beach shack down in Florida somewhere.â
Lori glanced his way, wondering if he was serious. âI hope you donât. Or at least, see me through this first year. Please? Itâs a rough one so far.â
Jimâs face creased into a reassuring smile. âYouâre doing just fine.â
âI donât think so. The guys hate me. I swear they roll their eyes every time I ask them to do something.â
âThey donât hate you. But they are testing you.â Jim gripped his door handle with white knuckles when Lori navigated around a pothole so big it might have been a crater. âYouâve always been a spitfire, Lori. Donât hold back on those guys just because youâre in charge now. If they give you grief, be a smartass and dish it straight back at âem. When they see you giving as good as you get, theyâll settle down.â
âThatâs not the management advice they gave me in college.â
âWell, maybe those college folks donât know everything.â
âMaybe not. Iâll work on my smartassness.â She shot him a wink and he chuckled.
âIâll look forward to it. Now park this damn truck before we hit another one of these bumps.â
They were at the end of the drive, where the dusty road widened into the dusty front yard. Lori put the truck into Park and stopped the engine. âYou ready for this?â
âLetâs get it over with.â Jim shook his head. âNever did think Iâd see the day when I came begging a Hoffman for water.â
As they stepped down from the truck and slammed the doors, Wade came toward them. âHey, Loriâ was all he said. She couldnât read his expression. Sheâd never really been able to. Even when they were kids, heâd masked his feelings behind a wall of defiance and attitudeâa magnet for her adolescent heart. And right now it was all back. Shielding him. Awakening all of that same ridiculous longing.
âDo you remember Jim Duncan?â
âOf course. Nice to see you again, Jim.â
Lori marveled at Wadeâs polite tone, his calm, cordial voice. The military had