control of the vast Appertan properties, but he was content to allow Oliverâand hence Ceciliaâto oversee its management, as long as he received regular reports. But he held the purse strings tightly, something Oliver hadnât counted on. She couldnât explain that sheâd been acting in Oliverâs place to her own guardian, so conservative he would have surely contacted Lord Doddridge and ruined everything. She needed access to her own money, another reason to marry a man who would allow her that control.
As if reading her thoughts, Lord Blackthorne said, âI assume you needed your funds because your brother is quick to spend his own on pleasure rather than the estates?â
âYou donât know what his life has been like,â she said in a low voice.
âRegardless, in your opinion, Appertan cannot deal with his own estates, and you do not trust a man of business to do it for you. Does Appertan have any responsibilities at all?â
She leaned toward him, hands braced on the table. âOur father died, and Oliver has suffered with his grief.â
âAll while you managed more than your own dutiesâalong with your grief.â
âHe is my responsibility, my lord. I gave my promise to my parents that I would see him well. Surely, having a younger brother, you understand that.â
âI do. But you do him no favors in this, madam. You need to rethink his future, and your own.â
âAre you threatening me, Lord Blackthorne?â She was proud of her soft, dignified voice.
âWhy would I threaten you?â He sounded genuinely surprised. âI offer my advice as an objective person outside the family.â
âObjective? For right now, youâre my husband. Iâm not sure how objective you can be.â Now that heâd seen the impressive castle that was her country home, perhaps he was beginning to realize how much money heâd given up by allowing her her freedom. âPlease tell me the truthâwhy did you marry me? You say you honored my father, but that cannot be the sum of it since you renounced the money I might have brought you. Youâre a viscountâyou could find a perfectly lovely wife all by yourself.â
âIâm a career soldier, Lady Blackthorne. Until this point, my regiment has been my mistress and wife. I only planned to marry under my own terms, for I needed no heirs, since my brother is perfectly adequate for that task. In that regard, you and I are well matched since you seem too busy to want children, should we not be blessed.â
She blanched, for she never let herself think about children. And she didnât want him thinking about the creating of children.
âI believe, in marriage, we suit each otherâs purposes. You need access to your money . . .â His voice faded as he frowned.
âAnd you, my lord?â she whispered. âWhat do you need?â
He hesitated, then spoke in a low voice. âI thought I needed to help the children of my commander. I tried to write to you about how much he meant to me, but words are not often my forte. But there was something in your letters, my lady, that called to me in a way Iâd never imagined.â
She found herself barely breathing, staring at him, but he did not continue with the words that flattered even as they confused her.
He rose slowly to his feet, reaching for the cane hooked in the arm of his chair even as he cleared his throat. âAs for your brother, Lady Blackthorne, I had to express my concerns.â
âThen I hope you can be objective, my lord.â She paused, realizing she could not make a grand exitâhe could simply follow her right to their rooms. Modulating her voice, she said, âI know the evening is still young. I will be reading in the drawing room if you wish to join me.â
âI thank you for the invitation, but I am fatigued from the journey. Iâll retire for the
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