What it would have been like to shower with him today and massage the tension from his shoulders. âWe sure didnât expect a meth house. There was such pain in those animalsâ eyes.â
AJ leaned against the wall beside her, his shoulder touching hers. âDrugs have a way of casting a wide net of destruction.â
She forced herself not to flinch as that comment hit way too close to home. âIâm just glad we could intervene.â She needed to put distance between them. Now. She needed to find Lacey since theyâd ridden together. âIâm sure you have work to do. Please donât let me stop you. Good night, Parker.â
AJ stopped her with a hand to her arm. âDo you believe that Mama can be saved?â
She looked down at his fingers wrapped around her arm, the feeling warm through the fabric. The world went silent for a second other than the
swish, swish, swish
of the inflatable dogâs tail.
Mary Hannah stepped back until AJâs arm fell away. âItâs too early to tell.â
âBut what does your gut tell you? How will she react once the drugs wear off?â
âThat depends on how her temperament test goes.â
âAnd if she passes, youâll work with her?â
âMe, or another foster home, but itâs tough to say how much we can do for her even if she passes her evaluation. I do believe she has been . . . damaged. She appears to be undersocialized, possibly abused. Weâll know more in a couple of days.â Why was he asking so many questions? Did he want to keep her here? But to what end? âAlthough maybe weâll get lucky. Sometimes the animal needs a while to chill and rehab before being made adoption available.â
âEven the boxer?â He still insisted on focusing on that one particular animal.
Ah, realization sunk in. He might try to appear all broody and badass, but heâd been touched by the grief in that dogâs eyes just as she had.
She patted his shoulder, resisting the urge to curl her fingers around and hold on. âEven her. Lacey and I will do everything in our power for her. Itâs . . . unpalatable . . . to think thatâs all she will ever experience in life.â
âI know that there are animals everywhere in need of homes that
donât
require the extra effort rehabbing. So why invest your time in this one?â
Had she misunderstood his feelings about the boxer after all? âBecause of those drugs, we didnât see the real her today. Even so, Mama didnât bite in spite of being terrified and high. Thatâs promising.â
Or maybe Mary Hannah just desperately needed to believe the dog could detox and overcome all the odds to be redeemable. That
she
could be redeemable.
âYouâre an idealist.â He tapped the rim of her glasses. âSeeing the world through rose-colored lenses.â
âI assume that means you consider yourself a realist.â
âYes, although I would appreciate it if you didnât use the counselor skills on me.â
The last thing she wanted or needed was him as a client. Right now she just wanted to leave. To shower again. To figure out how she could be attracted to someone she wasnât even sure she liked.
She searched his eyes as deeply as she searched herself and found . . . he was in as much pain as she was.
Mary Hannah touched his shoulder again lightly, tentatively. âAre
you
okay?â
âIâm fine, Dr. Freud.â He winked, his smile almost managing to chase the shadows from his eyes.
Her hand fell away. âIâm not a doctor or a psychiatrist. Iâm a mental-health counselor who specializes in patients with PTSD.â
âOkay, mental-health counselor. Lucky for us, Iâm fine. Iâm the seasoned professional.â
She should just leave, but the shadows in his eyes urged her to press on. âIâm not asking in that