wide grin made him look not much older than C.J. âI could be even more of an asset as foreman. I have some real good ideas about improving things around here. Not that Joe hasnât done a good job, mind, but Iâve been reading about these fancy new low-cholesterol breeds they got out there and I think it might be worth your while to look into it.â
He went on for several minutes about the direction heâd like to take the Double C. She listened with only half an ear, trying to figure out how she could let him down gently. Finally she realized he had wound down and was waiting expectantly for an answer.
She cleared her throat. âI have to say, those certainly sound like interesting ideas.â
âDoes that mean youâre willing to give me a chance?â
She paused, feeling like she was about to drop-kick a puppy, then finally drew in a deep breath and took aim. âLuke, youâre a good cowhand. Like you said, youâre a hard worker, always willing to dig in and dowhat has to be done, no matter what. And while Iâll certainly keep you in mind for the foremanâs job, I have to be honest with you. I was hoping for somebody with a little more experience.â
âI told you, Iâve been around cattle all my life. Thatâs twenty years of experience right there.â
Twenty years. Oh mercy. He wasnât even as old as she had thought he was. She felt like a shriveled up old lady compared to all this youthful exuberance.
âItâs more than just experience.â
She fumbled for words for a few moments, then decided she would just have to be blunt, as much as she hated it, and as much as it might hurt. âThe foreman of a ranch like the Double C has to have a certainâ¦authority. Not just with the hands who work on the ranch, but out in the community, tooâwith other ranchers, with our suppliers, when we take stock to auction. He has to be able to command respect in the ranching community and thatâs something that comes not just with experience, but with age.â
And something Joe still struggled with, at least with the ranchers around Madison Valley who couldnât forget his history. She frowned, wondering if that was one of the reasons he was leaving, if he thought his presence was somehow detrimental to the Double Câs bottom line.
âSo what youâre sayinâ is youâre not gonna hire me because Iâm too young?â The boy couldnât have looked more offended if she had just told him his horse was ugly.
âIâm not saying you could never be foreman of the Double C,â she answered. âBut I have to be honest with you. I just donât know if itâs a responsibility youâre ready for yet.â
Hurt flickered in his pale blue eyes and with it she glimpsed a deep anger that somehow made him look much older. Just as quickly, the anger disappeared and she wondered if she had imagined it.
âI see.â His voice was low in the hushed kitchen, so quiet she could barely hear him. âSo thatâs it?â
She nodded. âIâm sorry, Luke. Iâd like nothing better than to hire you for the job right now. Maybe in a few more years, though.â
âYouâre wrong.â Though he spoke in the same quiet, intense voice, he gripped his hat so hard it creased the soft brown felt. He shoved the hat on his head. âI could do a helluva lot better job than Redhawk. I could prove it to you if youâd only give me a chance.â
He didnât wait for an answer but stalked out of the kitchen and into the storm.
She watched through the window as he made his way back to the bunkhouse, shoulders hunched against the wind and whirling snow. Just as he went inside the doublewide trailer he shared with Patch and the Santiago brothers, a flicker of movement near the barn caught her gaze.
The vapor light on the power pole between the house and the outbuildings wasnât
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