talking to the new girl more than heâs talking to you.â
I donât say anything. Itâs not really that big of a deal, but the way theyâre reacting is stressing me out. Iâm ripping my clementine peel into a million little pieces.
âWe should make a video of her!â Kendall yelps. âAnd, like, show it to people and stuff. Wouldnât that be hilarious?â
âDo you know how to even use a camera, Ken?â Molly elbows Kendall. âCome on.â
âYeah, thereâs one on my phone!â
Finally, the bell rings and we all leave the cafeteria. I block out the fact that Ross was just talking to Dina and I have absolutely no idea why. I block out the fact that it seems like Kendall wants to torment the new girl.
Have they really stooped that low? Have
I
stooped that low, too?
After school, I meet Dina in the library. Sheâs sitting at one of the back tables, writing in a Curious George notebook. Itâs one of those thick, sturdy ones, with a red binding and a bright yellow cover, and I immediately want it. I have a soft spot forschool supplies. Iâm staring at it so I almost trip on one of the blue library carts thatâs sitting in the middle of the floor.
âOh, sorry,â this kid says, running over to move it.
âDonât worry about it,â I say. I canât think of his name. He was new last year, but he hasnât been in any of my classes. I think something happened to him over the summerâheâs turned cute out of nowhere. He has ultrashort brown hair and very blue eyes. You donât see that combination very often.
As I get closer to Dina, I notice how neat her handwriting is and spot the pretty turquoise ring on her middle finger.
There are cool things about her when you take the time to pay attention. Maybe Ross realized that.
âHey,â I say. I want to compliment her on her notebook and her ring, but I donât. The words donât come out.
âOh, hi!â Dinaâs way too cheery for three fifteen, and it bugs me when people are too cheery for no reason at all. I want to tell her to cheer down. âI was just jotting down notes. I have a million ideas, but hereâs the best one: I can tape and you can be the star of the video! Like how Mr. Valakis said âa day in the lifeâ of a student here. Well, this can be a day in your life!â
âUm.â At first, I think that sounds like an amazing idea. Who doesnât want to be a star? It could be like my own reality show, a camera following me around. Then I couldbe discovered and become the next Sasha Preston. But after I think about it for a few minutes, I change my mind. âThat would be cool, but I donât think so.â
âWhy not?â she asks. âYou know everyone at school, youâve lived here awhile, youâre perfect for âa day in the life of a Rockwood Hills student.â Iâll do all the shooting and editing and putting it all together. Youâd just have to be you!â
âI said no.â Dina doesnât even know me. How does she know Iâd be a good star for the video? I canât look at her, so I look at my phone instead. Kendall sent a text about how theyâre all going to Rossâs house to order in sushi and play video games and I should meet up with them. I donât want to be here, but Iâm not sure I want to be there, either. Iâm sure everyone is already talking about their plans for winter break and if theyâre flying first-class. And Iâm a little sick of Kendall and Molly trying to convince me that I like Ross. Iâm not sure I do. âOkay?â
âOkay,â Dina says under her breath, like she knows sheâs been defeated, and she stays quiet for a few minutes.
âIt just wouldnât be good to focus on one person in the video,â I say as an excuse because I feel bad but also because I canât stand the awkward