exceptional. Iâve been looking forward to meeting you, Marlowe.â
âI wish I could say the same. All Iâve got is your word that you have a pedigree. Youâve seen my dossier. The least you could do is return the favor and show me yours.â The striking woman stood in front of his desk with arms crossed, not bothering to sit.
âAnd if I say no, what then?â
âThen you would seem like a man with something to hide.â
âWell, hereâs a novel concept. You could give me a chance. I assure you, Iâll grow on you.â
âLook, I just want to know what happened to Garrett. Is it true youâre replacing him?â
âYes. I follow orders, same as you.â
âWhere is he?â
Cross raised his eyebrow and didnât answer at first. He made her wait, until he finally said, âI canât say.â
âCanât or wonât?â She leaned across his desk and fixed her icy blue eyes on him. âBig difference.â
Cross smirked and rocked in his chair.
âWe work for a covert agency. Everything is on a need-to-know basis. Surely you understand how that works.â
âI do, but surely you understand a man like Garrett doesnât just disappear, not without people asking questions.â
From what heâd read of her file, a woman like Alexa Marlowe wouldnât let her questions go unanswered. She was stubborn. Her inquisitive nature and undaunted spirit made her a good agent. Cross knew heâd have to go beyond protocol to satisfy her. And what he had to do wouldnât be easyâfor him or her.
âSit down, Alexa.â He softened his voice and gestured toward a chair. The woman begrudgingly complied and sat on the edge of her seat. Her eyes were fixed on him with a stern expression on her face. Cross took a deep breath before he said, âI hate to be the one to tell you this, but . . .â
âBut what?â She clenched her jaw.
âGarrett is dead. He was killed on a covert mission.â He swallowed and found it hard to look into her eyes. âIâm sorry. I know he was your friend.â
She fought to stay in control.
âNo, this canât . . .â She shook her head, and her eyes watered. âHow?â
âI donât have the details. And there are things we may never know.â
âWhat are you . . . s-saying?â
âIâm saying . . . that his mission was highly classified. And we may not even recover his body. Witnesses say he was killed in an explosion, Alexa. A bad one, but weâve confirmed his DNA at the scene. Iâm sorry.â
Cross had delivered his message and waited for her reaction. With a trained operative, heâd only get a glimmer if he got any response at all. Alexa Marlowe stared at him for a long moment with only small flinches to her facial muscles. He knew she was deciding what to believe, but when she gritted her teeth and stood without another question, her move surprised him.
Without a word, she left his office.
I t took all Alexaâs strength for her to walk away from Donovan Cross when she wanted to scream. Screaming might wake her up from the living nightmare her life had suddenly become.
This couldnât be happening.
Numb, she shook her head as she closed the door behind her and headed down a hallway toward the elevators in a fog, not knowing where she was going. She wanted a stiff drink to dull her senses and slow the rush of emotions that crowded in on her, but her training and her loyalty to Garrett wouldnât allow it.
In all the operations sheâd worked with Garrett, she found it hard to picture him dead . . . until now. He was such a resourcefully strong man who had lived through some amazing missions, many of those with her by his side.
Donovan Cross was another story. She didnât know him or trust him. Her first impressions of him werenât good. He was cagey and