sheriffâs men had to go back, however, and the firemen were due downriver. They said goodbye to me and Mom, then putt-putted away. Going back to his car, Edgren told me and Mom: âWeâll be out later on in the day to ask more questions about itâif that girl is able to come. Around five oâclock, Iâd say. So stand by. If you want a lawyer, youâre entitled to have one, and of course, if you donât want to talk, you donât have to.â
âWell why wouldnât I want to talk?â
âIâm advising you of your rights. You killed a man. I donât think youâll be charged, but you might be. Itâs not up to me to say.â
âWho is it up to then?â
âCoronerâs juryâthey generally do as the stateâs attorney says. But if we have reason, we can charge you too.â
âAnd thatâs why I need a lawyer?â
âI didnât say need. Youâre entitled to one if you want him.â
âWell, thatâs nice,â said Mom. âHere my boy kills that awful man, and now youâre fixing to lock him up.â
âMaâam, Iâm not fixing to do anything, except what the law requires, and right now the law requires I advise him. Which Iâve done.â And to me: âYou understand, Mr. Howell?â
âI think so. Thanks.â
âAnd maâam, you were a witness, so you must stand by, too. Youâre entitled to a lawyer, and you donât have to talk if you donât want to.â
âYou mean I could be charged too?â
âIt could happen.â
âWith what?â
âWe donât know yet.â
Thatâs what he said, but before he said it he shot a look at Mantle who didnât return it but kept his eyes on the ground. âWell I like that ,â said Mom.
âAny questions?â
I didnât have any. If Mom did, she kept them to herself, so the officers drove offâbut not till I got them the rifle which they took with them, the empty shell still in the chamber.
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W E WENT IN, AND Mom said: âWell, thank God itâll soon be over, and then the sun will come up. Wonât it?â
âWell? It generally does.â
She had plumped herself down on the sofa and looked at me kind of funny as though what I said wasnât quite what she expected to hear. But before she could say what that was, a car turned in to our lane from the main highway and pulled up in front of the houseâa cream-colored truck with the letters on the side of the TV station we have across the Ohio from Marietta at Parkersburg, West Virginia. Then a woman was ringing the bell and guys were getting out. She wanted to come in and take pictures of me and Mom, and I said OKââbut the real star of the show was that girl, Jill Kreegerâs her name, who rode that parachute down, and held Shaw off somehow until I had a chance to plug him.â
âOh, but we have her already.â
It seemed that Jill was hardly in her hospital room before they were there too, âand shot her in her nightie, the short one the hospital gave her, which wasnât much of a costume, but a lot theyâll care tonight, when the tape goes on TV. Thatâs a mighty pretty girl, and the tribute she pays you, Mr. Howell, is really something to hear.â
Mom didnât say anything.
They set their camera up at the end of the room, next to the arch, and the woman put me on the sofa, using the low table, the one in front of the fireplace, to sit on herself. Then she began asking questions. I answered as well as I could, though there wasnât much to say, and I felt she was disappointed. I strung it out as well as I could, how I carried Jill to the house, âgot her into a hot bath, to stop her teeth from chattering, and then called the sheriffâs office.â After a while she seemed satisfied, then decided to work on Mom. That made me nervous, for some reason,
Carolyn Faulkner, Alta Hensley