up at him, surprised. âNo, man. What for?â
Will saw that it was true. The boy wasnât angry at his tardiness, only resigned. Disappointment was to be expected, along with crushed dreams, brutality, and betrayal. Will drew the wiry figure close to him, suddenly understanding todayâs reluctance to meet the boy at all. Only six months until graduation, and Will had yet to broach the issue of their upcoming separation.
Will gazed down at the soft mound of frizzy hair trotting beside him about heart-high. âGive me a lesson in tough, Harve,â he said.
âWhatchoo talkinâ âbout, man?â Half a dozen boys sprinted past them, a few turning to wave at Harvey and shoot him a look of envy. âHey, Joe, Tony,â he said with a stiff nod, but Will saw the pride in his face and felt the narrow back straighten a fraction.
With an effort Will cut short his speculation about Harveyâs Thursday next year this time. âWhatâs new?â he asked.
âNothinâ. Where we goinâ?â
âDowntown. The mall, where itâs warm. School?â
âItâs okay.â
âGot your grades this week, didnât you?â
âYeah.â
âCome on, Harve.â
The small face tilted up to show a hint of mischief and defiance. âTwo Bâs. Two Câs.â
âNot bad, but havenât you got five courses?â
âYeah, well â¦â
âWell?â
âAnd one D.â
âIn what?â
âMusic.â
âThatâs hard to figure.â
âAw, that old faggot donât know nothinâ. Heâs into all that fancy junk you canât even
move
to. We gotta do a report on one of those old dudes heâs so crazy about. Moe-zart or one of them â¦â
âMote-zart,â Will said.
But Harvey went on, his voice cracking with preadolescent outrage. âThat Mr. Ballister donât even know who The Kickers is.
Shit.â
âYeah?â Will tried in vain to remember who The Kickers might be.
It was cold waiting for the bus. They swung their arms and stomped their feet to keep the circulation going. Mercifully the downtown bus appeared before too long, and as Will boosted Harvey up the steps he said, âHey, Harve, you ever hear of Prokofiev?â
Harvey flopped down into a seat that perched atop the busâs only operative heater. âThat a disease?â
âA composer. Died about ten years ago.â
âYeah, I guess maybe I heard of him.â
âWeâre going to the library first. Theyâve got a record we can listen to.â
âWhat kind?â Harvey asked suspiciously.
âItâs about this wolf and a kid named Peter. The wolf swallows a duck, and Peter goes after him â¦â
Harveyâs body was motionless. Will glanced sideways at the solemn face and kept talking, inclining his head toward the boy until he felt the soft brush of Harveyâs hair against his cheek.
After dinner Will returned Harvey to the North End on the same drafty bus heâd ridden from campus. As always, Harvey refused Willâs company up the four flights to his dismal apartment. Instead, they stood in the space just inside the doorway, out of the icy wind. A naked light bulb illuminated six decades of obscenities carved into the peeling walls, and Will supposed that, as usual, the rough scribbles would remain in his mind all evening. Perhaps archeologists in centuries to come would preserve those crumbling surfaces and exhibit them in museums along with the cavemanâs primitive sketches on his dank clay walls. Scratching their heads, future generations could ponder the significance of
off the pigs
and
Wilma eats white cock.
Harveyâs eyes peered up at Will through a veil of black, curly lashes, and Will knew that what might appear to be furtiveness was actually hooded misery. Will struggled with the dilemma that always tormented him when