number. âThey said to carry that instead of your passport. Itâs safer.â
Hugo plucked at a cord around his neck, which she hadnât seen before. It ran under his shirt. He smiled. âI always wear this. These people will kill for a passport. Of course you have a safe in your room, donât you? Iâm in a casa particular , in Centro. Consulado. They say you can leave stuff with them but I donât trust themâafter all, itâs just a room in somebodyâs house.â
He wrote everything down and then handed back the card. She wondered if sheâd done the right thing. She had, in any case, done something. He was probably just being polite, and wouldnât visitCalle K; but if he did, it now occurred to her, he would meet Enrique. âThereâs something I ought to tell you,â she said. âI donât know if it makes any difference, but Almado is gay. So was . . . my friend.â
Hugo rocked back in his chair, sitting as sheâd first seen him. âOh,â he said.
âMurray met Almado here, you see. On a holiday. They became friends. It was that sort of thingââ
âSure.â
âWell, Murray ended up sponsoring him, with immigration, trying to get him into the country. Thereâs a way you can. But it takes a long time. And then Murray had a heart attack. It wasnât AIDS. I know people sometimes lie about it, but thatâs all it was, a heart attack. He never really got better, so he couldnât go through with it. He wrote Almado and explained but he still wanted to help him. So he left him the money.â
âSo Murray was older?â
âYes.â
Hugo shrugged. âI can never figure out gays. It would be like looking into a mirror and seeing a different face looking out at you. But itâs okay. It doesnât bother me.â
She was surprised, somehow, by this turn of phrase, âlooking into a mirror and seeing a different faceâ; it was not so ordinary. Perhaps he was remembering it, quoting. She was relieved however; and partly on Murrayâs behalf. She looked at Hugo again. It was still uncannyâhe looked so . . . whatever Almado looked like. Maybe it was his eyes, which certainly could have been Cuban, or Mexican, that was true, for they were dark brown, almost black. She smiled. âYouâve been very kind. I really should leave you. Your friend will be coming.â
âOkay. Look, Iâll try. Donât hold your breath, but you never know.â He grinnedâhe had very white, even teeth. And then he added, âOn that card, it said your name was . . . it was hard to read . . . Lorraineâ?â
âIâm sorry. Heavenly days . . . can I say it again?â She laughed, holding out her hand. âLorraine Stowe. It was wonderful to meet you.â
He took her hand, in a firm, straightforward clasp. âYou too.â
She turnedâbut as she did so, he called her back. âLorraine?â
She turned around. He was looking at her. And now, all at once, she finally did see that he was not Almado, however much he resembled him. He was someone other: not who she imagined or pictured . . . someone altogether different, someone she didnât know at all. He smiled, and for a second creases formed along the sides of his mouth and he looked much older, as if his youth, not precisely a deception, was now rather worn. But then, as if to reassure her, he passed his hand over his hair and was almost an adolescent once more. âLook, if I find him,â he said, âif I was actually to meet up with himâwhat can I say? I mean, if he wants to know, is it worth his while? This is money, right?â
âYesââ
âWhat heâs getting?â
âYes.â
âBut you donât want to say how much?â
Lorraine hesitated, and then she felt her face going pink. âTen thousand dollars,â she said, and she was going to