misogynous about it, just because it shows one woman sexually dominating another in front of a man. I mean, thatâs like saying sexuality is misogynous. Whatâs misogynous about Marguerite Duras, or Anaïs Nin?â
âIâm not saying itâs
bad,
Iâm just saying itâs misogynous,â Heath replied. The film theyâd been watching was
Ilsa: The
Wicked Warden,
which showed a female warden sticking pins into a womanâs breasts, another being suffocated to death in front of her sister, still another lying on a torture table while a prison guard injected acid into her vaginaâall fairly typical of the 1970s women-in-prison genre but not, perhaps, the best choice for Thanksgiving Day entertainment. âIâm not making a value judgment about it,â he continued. âI think misogyny is a perfectly valid form of artistic expression. Look at Philip Roth.â
Allison, whoâd never read anything by Roth, said, âThereâs a big difference between something like that and
Ilsa: The Wicked
Warden.
â
âNot necessarily. A Roth novel can be as fucked up as any sexploitation film. What youâre reacting to is the difference between two art forms. Film is more visceral than print. There are things people will tolerate in a book that theyâd never stand for in a movie.â
âWhatever.â She turned off the TV with the remote. âI think the whole idea of misogyny is misogynous, anyway. Itâs patronizing.â
âBeing misogynous?â
âNo, always saying, âOh, thatâs misogynous,â just because you think I donât know how to stand up for myself.â
He reached across the bed and took the remote out of her hands. âYou know thatâs not what I think. I just donât want you to be offended by the film.â
âIâm
not.
â She rolled out of bed, threw on one of Heathâs shirts and went into the tiny bathroom off the kitchen. Her muscles had tensed up during the movie, and she now found herself unable to pee. Flushing the toilet anyway, she washed her hands under a trickle of water and returned to the kitchen to make coffee. Heath had put on a Beach Boys CD, one of his several bootlegs from the legendary
Smile
sessions of late â66, early â67. Heath was a
Smile
fanatic, and his collection of memorabilia from that particular era in the bandâs history was extensive. Each bootleg was slightly different, and the same songs often had different titlesââFriday Nightâ was also âIâm in Great Shape,â or âThe Woodshop Song,â even âIâll Be Around,â depending on which reference work you consulted. As for the songs themselves, most were just brief, elliptical patternsâ âfeels,â as Brian Wilson called themâmore like backing tracks than finished compositions, as if all the rhythmic and harmonic sequences had been laid down without the melody. Part of
Smile
âs appeal was that, as a record, it only partially existed; various parts of it were lost, destroyed, never recorded, still sitting in a vault somewhere. Unlike the other relics of the sixtiesâ
Sgt.
Pepper,
even the Beach Boysâ own
Pet Sounds
â
Smile
âs power came from its very inscrutability, the fact that it didnât exist in any definitive form. Much of what remained of the sessions sounded trite and sophomoric, hardly the stuff of myth.
Smile
was certainly not up to the refined level of Brian Wilsonâs other, better-known efforts like âCalifornia Girlsâ and âI Get Around.â But at the same time, it
was
a masterpiece, because what heâd managed to capture on tape, however fleetingly, was the sound of his own mind coming apart. Even the titles suggested a young and once-brilliant Wilson struggling with his exhausted imagination: âI Love to Say Dada,â âDo You Like Worms,â âTune X,â
Judith Miller, Tracie Peterson